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So I just got an email of violation notice from yahoo! answers community because I've been trollolololing in their R&S section. The reason was because I answered a question asking if Atheists ever use the exclamation "Oh My God" and being somewhat ironic with: "says who, I scream out GOD when I'm getting anal fcuked" which is considered sexually explicit blah3, anyway that's not the point and I'm not that pissed because I was being sexually explicit...intentionally. But the thing is...I used to have a very close friend, actually the first real life friend that I came out to as being gay. She accepted that, but somehow I always know that she's not very happy about it. She always try to tell me to date girls, try to tell me that sleeping around with random strangers is bad, forgot my birthday for 3 fxxking years in a row while I always send her present every year (she didn't even make an effort to push some buttons on her cellphone to keep her reminded...what a bitch), and the worst part when I really burnt the bridge with her was when she got mad at me for cancelling a meeting because my depression attacked. She kept attacking me, never read and try to understand how I tried to get myself in the mood to meet people, and keep saying what a terrible friend I am go holidaying with some guys but refusing to meeting her (which is not of importance at all at the time as I was in terrible state), firing off bullets before she ended up sending me two long messages over facebook, apologizing and still claiming she's NOT entirely wrong... She's also always giving disgusted looks and remarks whenever I try to get the conversation into the raunchy sex topic, which I think is fun to talk about and perfectly normal for adults. I had such a wonderful friend, yes. That's not the only story, I have a friend, who is a straight guy. And whenever I try to drag him out he'd always subtly refuse. He never said it but I know that he's afraid that people would think we're dating. Seriously, I'm not a screaming queen who sways or bitch loudly every second. Some gay guys even think that I'm too manly for a bottom (heck, I would sell like crazy if I go topping, some bottoms can't help it when they saw me!). But that's the truth. He only will go out with me if there's someone else, that makes it 3 people. One time when I was kinda disappointed was when he asked me to go and buy movie tickets and he didn't turn up. Giving excuse that he's busying having a meeting with some people...at 12 midnight? Hmph. I think that he's quite good looking, but he's not really my type. I think of him no more than friends and we do talk online more than we meet. He tells me of his stories, even love stories, and I would give him my views. Nothing more. But he still can't help but try to avoid me in real. Oh well, I'm just sharing this because I think that it's always difficult to really connect with your straight friends, even though they love you and accept you. But there's always this invisible barrier between us.

Hi everyone, I am the "-One month HIV +-", who posted 11mths ago. I am happy that i am still alive and happily leading my peaceful normal life. Just to share with everyone, my current CD4 count status is finally over 500 and it's 550 now. So as to say, my immune system is functioning again with the help of medication. Time flies, when i still remember last year Apr10, I was diagnosed with HIV+ and my CD4 count is only 299. Oh yah, the medication per month has drop from SGD$230 to SGD$180 and latest i bought from Thailand was only SGD$150. It actually give me alot saving of $80 every month, in just a year time. Lastly, please love yourself more, be responsible and take extra precaution when having sex. If you are more careful and always practice safer Sex, you will definitely save even more than i do. Take good care everyone! Hugz!