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I much prefer giving bjs rather than receiving. Somehow the shiok feeling of getting sucked doesn't reach me. And no teeth please. Pain.

Yup. i have experienced that but maybe its bad sex for my boy, as i always believe the top is the controlling factor in whether a sex is good or bad. Chatted with this guy On G app, traded some pics and i tried confiming that his pics are recent as mine are, he responded "yup". When he arrived, those were his pics but definitely not recent, I shared the same sentiments as some of those whom have shared that its tough or just doesnt feel right to reject up front. Hence, i tried to kiss, cuddle, and he BJ me to make me hard but when he tried to sit on me, i stopped him and said "i really cant". he did it a few times and everytime i stopped him and he always ask "why?". However, i just hindered myself from being blunt with you that his pics are not a realistics representation of his current self. After about an hour of kissing and cuddling, i said let us shower and i offered him a drink and we parted ways. in his mind, this must be his worst sex.

I love getting rimmed 😛

on the topic of food and taking things off my plate, I don't play none of that shit. I already have an emotional connection and eating habit with food, like touch my food on a bad day and i'm clocking a bitch. people just be entering personal spaces for no damn reason these days.

sometimes I question my vers role coz I really love ass and just eating/smelling/tasting it gets me fuckin hard and feral, don't get me started on fking one lol!! #completelyunhingedstatus

Oh god, I've waited for someone to ask this for the longest time, and I've also kept this in for an inhumane amount of time, so here goes. Prepare tissues, because you're going to laugh your ass off and meet your maker for 5 minutes. Also because it's so chaotic, you might just cry and wonder why you bothered reading this. Once met a dude here who carried the tiniest of a micropenis. No hate to people with tiny dicks, we work with what we have, but my distaste for this person is skin-deep. This was many years ago, we had met on a different platform and chatted briefly, before deciding to meet that night itself for drinks. At first glance, he seemed pleasant. Very cute, and eloquent. A little effeminate, which was fine for me, but there were occasional moments of him touching my legs with his and him randomly squeezing my thighs in public. I took no issue to all that, given it was at night and people were mostly passing by. Conversations were mostly getting to know one another but he was incredibly secretive and refused to divulge any further information than necessary while probing the most about me. Turns out, he's in HR and as expected of any HR folks with power trip issues, wanted to remain in control of the conversation. He put on this air of class and elegance, and you could tell he was assessing and judging me like a corporate talent, but it was all moot with his occasional bad breath that he refused to wash down with just a single sip of water, instead letting his latte breath remain. The clock struck midnight and suddenly the conversation turned naughty. We wanted to get frisky, but he lived 30 minutes away from the meet-up spot, I arrived at our agreed venue by Grab. Naturally, the most reasonable thing to do was to head back to his place, then following a midnight rendezvous, I'll Grab home. Still physically attractive enough for me to do stuff with him. There we were in his car, thinking we were heading to his place. 10 minutes into the drive, he said, "Eh, isn't this the road to my place?" I said, "Yeah, we're headed to your place, aren't we?" Then he responded, "No no, let's go to your place." Mind you, we were at a flyover. There were no visible stopping points for him to pull over, or I would have absolutely requested that and Grabbed the fuck home. I tried to reason with him that it was easier to head to his place, as I live with my family, and my then-brother's girlfriend was living under the same roof with us full-time. It was no longer easy for me to sneak guys back home for action. Imagine this, two tall dues seated in a fucking Malaysian Mini Cooper aka Kelisa, having a moment of bickering about whose house to go, while the dude absolutely went back and forth the flyover and the roundabout for a good 10-15 minutes, just going "No no, your place," "Like I said, I can't host tonight." At one point, he went full-on effeminate with me and whimpered like a girl to beg me to go back to my place. "NOOOOOOOOO, I DOWANNNNNNN," in his highest pitch while squeezing the absolute living lights out of my thighs as he held his steering with one hand. You would think this was the worst. Think again. I'll gladly own up to my mistake and say I was being none the wiser. I was in my mid-20s, hormones (still) raging, and was a bigger subscriber to the sunk cost fallacy. At this point, with his incessant pleading, I relented and took him back to my place. OH THE HORRORS. There we were, having shifted our routes and now headed for mine. We had approximately 20 minutes to reach my place, leaving room for us to touch each other in the car to set ourselves up for the moment in my room. I started teasing his clothed nipples with my hands, and he was obviously liking it. But just as we were finally off to a good start, the moment came to an abrupt end because he was not having any of the buildup. 5 minutes into the teasing, dude decided to unbuckle his pants with one hand, and mind you, while the white street lights were clearly shining right into every driver's car, instructed me to touch his dick. "Ahh... ahh... touch my dick," He deftly unbuckled and unzipped his pants with one hand while moving a little with his legs as he had his right foot on the pedal. Kids, adults, whatever, don't do this. Bad move, deathwish, call it whatever you want, oh, many horrible choices were made that night. He then grabbed my hand and shoves it right inside his pants. First thought, ooooh, this is pretty tiny, but maybe he isn't fully erect. Let's keep going. I played with his dick, stroking and teasing him in any way possible, then moving to toy with his groins. As his dick got harder, so did my excitement wane. Clearly, he wasn't packing, but that's okay. Then came the other part where he was absolutely not pre-cumming at all, which okay... I'm picky with this, I like guys who pre-cums massively. We were now close to my home, and he started getting cold feet. He looked at me, went "Hmm... I don't know leh. Is this a good idea?" All the while refusing to let me out the car without any action. "Okay... I know a few areas near my place that are quiet, we can test the waters there," I bring him to two spots. The first beneath a bridge that while quiet and secluded, did arouse suspicion if any other vehicles were to pass the area, as the guy's engines were still running. I then brought him to a residential area, which as the saying goes, the most dangerous place can sometimes be the safest. To our sides were cars, all empty and locked as it was 1AM midnight. Ahead of us, a collection of thick foliages and dense shrub that provided the most cover. And with the back of his car facing the road, it was unlikely any one would notice people in the car, not unless we moved too much and caused the car the tremble in the slightest. The houses in the area were gated with full-on walls too. My turn to be served, albeit unplesantly. He declined my seat all the way down without warning, with me absolutely falling to my back in a fucking slapstick comedy-esque fasion. We tried kissing, but his bad breath put me off. He then lifts my shirt, and starts sucking my nipples. Ooooh, at least he's got some mad tongue skills was what came to mind. We kept at it for 10 minutes, before my paranoia kicked in. "Okay, you know what, I don't feel safe here. Let's just head back to my room." I was hard, I wanted to end what was started and I'll make an exception this round. Again kids, poor judgment. Don't. Just don't. I brought him to my place, told him to park his car a few houses down from mine. As we reached my doorstep, I instructed him to go straight to my room without any noise, no turning on the lights, nothing, just wait for me in my room. I deftly unlocked the door, create an opening for him to head up, then locked my doors and made my way to my room. I head into my room, and in the fucking dark, and I had not have of the context above beforehand, I would have absolutely thought I conjured some weird Slender Man shit and summoned a dark entity into my room in the wee hours of the morning. There he stood, in the dark, without any warning, completely naked. Dude had decided to strip and made himself comfortable in my own fucking room, and lied down on my bed without my consent. But it's whatever at this point. I desperately wanted to get this over with, cum, clean up then head to bed. I stripped, and got into bed with him and decided to get intimate. I don't even know where to start, because his body languages were absolutely everywhere. He wants to cuddle for a headstart, but shifts to placing my hands to jerk him off, he takes my hands off his dick, pins me on my own bed and sucks, nibbles, occasionally biting too hard on my nipples, then he grabs my chest like it's some squeeze toy. Bro, it isn't. "Ahhh, ahhh, touch my dick, touch my dick," while absolutely squeezing the shit outta my pecs. So I grabbed his dick. My mind obviously tracing off elsewhere, clearly not wanting to experience this moment psychologically nor emotionally. And in the spur of moment, having lost any form of inhibitions and allowing my intrusive thoughts to overcome me, I, while stroking his dick, very casually asked, "If this the biggest your dick gets when it's fully erect?" Ho boy. The way he recoils from being on me and looked at me dead in the eyes in dark, "What do you mean by that?" I had to cover it up with some white lie, but we both knew what it meant and he absolutely lost his confidence by this point. I simply told him I'm ready to come and told him to come with me so we can end the night. We jerked ourselves off, more pec grabbing from him toward me, which I'm already done with at this point. He came, and even with cumming, this dude absolutely failed his job. Not only was his cum absolutely diluted and watery which probably indicated health issues (he has men's health issues, trust me, again no discrimination), but the dude decided he needed to stain my bed sheet with a single droplet of his cum shot. There goes my newly cleaned bedsheets. The rest is history, we both cleaned up. I walked him outta my house, and we never spoke again, that is until several years back in Blowing Winds. I'll keep the second part of the story short. One day, while posting on the MY thread about meeting up, I received a PM from a user who asked if I was keen grab a meal together. I liked the idea of doing something different and concurred. Met up at the restaurant, was early to the venue, the person who walked in left my jaws dropping because lo and behold, it was him. By this point, he had no recollection of our encounter, I suppose he mentally blocked it off. Old habits die hard, he was still as inquisitive and nosy as ever. Expects a ton of information out of me, refuses to divulge his. By this point, having had a foreknowledge of him and through the power of Google/LinkedIn, I knew where he worked and reminded myself to never apply to his organization. Last part about him that made me dislike him oh so bad. He'll gladly help yourself to your food without your consent. What a massive turnoff. Dude assumed we were having a connection, but he had no idea I had beef (no pun intended) with him taking a few pieces of my beef off my beef tepenyaki 😪. Thank god I managed to split our bill and he didn't suggest sharing the cost. Got home, he left me a DM in my inbox saying he would like to do this again. Pointedly told him I wasn't keen. The end. Don't PM me asking for his name, I'm not revealing his handle. What I will say is dude is a massive fraud, what more with him publicly telling people he's cute.

I dunno why but the chat just made me burst out of laugh.

today afternoon saw a skinny guy at cw, wearing black speedo, hv a nice shaved dick 😍 know his name is chris

Hell no! Touch my food without asking and I’m not gonna get physical with you.

The writing is clear, engaging, and vividly written with alot of emotions and details, that it's easy for the reader to visualise what had transpired. Gosh,....it sure sounds like like a he-devil and the ex boyfriend from hell... I must say there appears to be a touch of humour too - pardon me if it wasn't intended. I let out a few laughs eg.. the staining of your fresh bedsheets with a single drop of cum.. hahahahahaha. and the helping of himself to your beef tepenyaki. hahahaha. And publicly telling people that he's cute You go boy, good writing job I hope your writing has allowed you to release the pent up emotions Makes one contemplate if it can be any worse. Hang in there; the next chapter will be much better!

I gave a blowjob for the first time in my life last night. That was... exciting!

On 3 December 2024, The Straits Times featured 51-year old Dr Stuart Koe, managing director of home-grown pharmaceutical company ICM Pharma, whose efficiency and productivity were not just business goals, they were pathways to giving back to the community. The company was behind many products in Singaporeans' homes probably without their knowing it, including Mycoban anti-fungal cream, Growell scalp lotion and RidWind baby drops. Led Dr Koe, the home-grown outfit was focused on how to “get better”, its brand motto. It wanted to modernise its operations to make a greater impact on its 120 employees and its community of clinics, pharmacies, hospitals and patients that it served. This mission was deeply personal for Koe, who discovered the true meaning of community during his own transformative journey. “I made some huge mistakes and spent almost five years in prison. You lose everything – your identity, your reason for being. It could easily have destroyed me,” he shares candidly, adding that he was jailed for drug trafficking in 2018. “What got me through this was my family and my ICM Pharma family. Many of them came to visit me in prison and they gave me a second chance to make things right. It is because of them that I asked myself, ‘Do I want to keep repeating these mistakes, or do I want to learn and grow from this?’” Koe chose to transform his experience into a force for good. Coincidentally, it was during this time that he met Awful Grace’s counsellors, who taught pottery to inmates. Awful Grace was a charity organisation that reached marginalised communities, as well as groups deprived of certain rights, privileges or access to opportunities, in Singapore. The counsellors’ humanity and compassion left such an impression on Dr Koe that ICM Pharma now actively supported Awful Grace’s work with children whose parents were incarcerated. “I’ve met so many fathers in prison whose biggest regret is not being able to be there for their children,” said Koe. “If we can help just one person break out of that vicious cycle of crime or poverty, then it’s a life worth living for.” He also wanted to put his technology expertise to good use, transforming and modernising ICM Pharma’s manufacturing operations. “When I took over from my late father in 2014, it was very old-school,” he recalled. “Everything was done with pen and paper. I had to literally force people to use spreadsheets and compel them to stop using the fax machine.” At the time, while ICM Pharma had made progress, orders still came in through manual channels, with customers having to call or email sales representatives. Its delivery tracking system relied on phone calls to drivers, and as a manufacturing facility spread across multiple units, it needed better connectivity between its production, warehousing and distribution operations. ICM Pharma needed to upgrade from manual processing and basic connectivity infrastructure to better serve its network of hospitals, clinics and retail pharmacies. With Singtel’s help, it aimed to improve not just internal efficiency but also how quickly and reliably it can deliver medications to Singaporeans. Singtel’s senior director of product team Amanda Ho said: “I’m excited to share how Singtel can help transform ICM Pharma’s business operations, especially in the areas of connectivity, security and workflow optimisation. “Our solutions aim to help its employees become more efficient and productive, ultimately benefitting both their customers and the community as a whole.” To support its transformation, Singtel upgraded the firm’s connectivity and tech, starting with its business broadband with Static IP and SD-WAN (Software-Defined Wide Area Network) technology to create a more seamless and secure connectivity layer between its manufacturing, warehousing and distribution facilities. This allowed ICM Pharma to manage its network centrally and optimise data routes to improve its application performance. For example, the ability to prioritise traffic by application could help to reduce latency, which is important for its upcoming B2B e-commerce portal for clinics and pharmacies, resulting in faster response times and smoother transactions for its corporate clients. Additionally, Singtel implemented a fleet management system for ICM Pharma’s delivery vehicles. Now instead of phone calls to the drivers to check on delivery times, the pharmaceutical company could set automated alerts for its vehicles, use data to optimise routes and improve delivery efficiency. One of the achievements that Dr Koe was proud of was that the ICM Pharma digitalisation journey had led to an increased number of employees, not a reduction. The firm was poised to expand its impact while staying true to its motto: Get better. As Koe explained, “It means our people get better, our patients get better and our community gets better. That’s what drives us forward.” Links: https://the-singapore-lgbt-encyclopaedia.fandom.com/wiki/Stuart_Koe

Had an awesome exhibition moment at sunplaza park on Monday night around 10pm. To the guy who helped while I jerked off naked and the foreign worker who watched, hope you had a nice time.

There are equally good n bad sex. Most guys keen for sex looking at yr hot body but they couldn't handle or into traditional sex as u mentioned. Two different thoughts met I guess. Luckily nothing bad happened like being forced or showing bad attitudes. That's fine I believe. Suggest next time, ask directly whether the guy wanna get penetrated before proceeding to the room. Spore guys are far different from USA la. Western n Asian can't be the same. Thanks.

Kudos to those who have shared so candidly. Sounded like some have left very deep impressions on you guys. I really enjoy the humour in a few of the sharings. Keep the funny stories coming. Better than Kdrama. Love destiny 3.

at Tamp eco toilet park all alone lol, kinda creepy but I like it.

December’s here, and it’s a mad rush to the new year. #laststretch

Any pure tops? I pm you my name on the app so if next time you see me, just let me know what you need

any sucker r bottom available now? I can host. Details in bio.

I couldn’t understand, or find these annoying : 1. He initiated a “hi”, I replied “hi”, then comes total silence…. 2. He initiated a “hi”, I replied “hi” within 30mins. 3-4 days later he wrote “how are you?”. I replied quite quickly “I am great, how’s things with you?”. 3-4 days later, he replied “I am good too. Seeking?”. I lost interest and didn’t reply. 3. Those who love to give 1-2 words reply only; hi, seek, same, ok, sure, pic, fun, now, place, tel, etc… I lose interest quickly chatting with these people, my impression is they are either snobbish or nonchalant 4. Those who asked to see your pic right away, but their profiles are blank with totally no bio or even a flower picture. 5. Those asking to see your facepic without initiating.

I was polite and gentle I would say when I had to stop the fun. I agree with you that there is no need to be mean or unkind just because i am frustrated. I simply just stop and told those 2 guys that it is not going to work. I am aware that not every random encounter is going to end up as some hot sweaty experience. I guess it is disappointment on both ends. Neither of us got what we wanted. I had a bleeder. Everything was going on super well, and we had a blast. After we were done, I pulled out the condom and noticed a little red on it but I thought it was just a lighting thing. We laid there for a while, chitchatting, and when he got up, the duvet and the sheets were red. He didn't feel any pain, and we spent the next 20 minutes trying to remove the blood stains. In the end, we removed what we could and I tipped housekeeping $50 to change the sheets and duvet. She was super nice to me after that and always gave me extra towels. The reality is with anal sex, shit happens. I am ok with that because shit happens. Even as a top, I douche to be considerate and polite to the guys I get intimate with.

Just sharing my encounter when trying to extend my member$hip at the gym with the credit, I was asked to consider pushing back the renewal and wait out for the next National Day promo instead. I was totally caught off guard by their suggestion!... Supposedly, June-ish is usually the period E1 will roll out new promotional rates, which sometimes can be rather attractive (Not more attractive than this current one! Just rather attractive) So, you decide if you wana extend right now for this round or not, and if so which package to go for. Sometime to think about.

I'm thirsty. Anyone serving? Can host. East. Anyone wants to get a sucK?

Touche! To you and I both.

Never put dick in mouth straight away. Always "inspect" feel play in hand and then smell first.

Actually I had expected that by now you're of an age that you learn to handle such situations. Unless you are dead horny ... but best is to reject from the start instead of keeping people in a belief that it will work out. I know that ugly situation of having someone in your hotel room and then need to tell him that it probably will not work with him. You should change your stance on this and just learn a good approach to nicely reject the guy. I mostly just direct the conversation to something else, weather, work, food... and then just admit "it wouldn't work between us". Most guys are very understanding, when you nicely reject. If the guy is acceptable in looks and it is nothing physical, then maybe just let him suck you and jerk him off. In most cases guys just wanna cum. For the rejection I would just use some words that the profile pictures don't match the reality or that I expected something different. It also works to tell the guy: "We can try but I probably won't get hard at all". 99.9% of the guys understand this.

Differing expectations, lack of communication was the problem here. The issue was more on the questions to ask before you meet up. Kissing, sucking. Just keeping it with dick size, top or bottom might not give you the pleasure you expect. It is always recommended to ask in what sort of fun they guys will engage. (In your case whether he would suck your dick or not). Here in Singapore we have that big issue that all people always write "FUN". I would always ask : "What sort of fun?" If the guys don't respond what they actually seek, then I less inclined to meet them. As an explanation for this particular meet up: As it was during the lunch hours, the other guy might have just expected a short quickie fun, you topping him and that's it.

We are unsure of what was discussed during their Grindl Chat and subsequent meetup conversation, therefore we are giving the other side the benefit of the doubt. It is not necessary to welcome someone into your room (I absolutely wouldn't), and then deal with the douching and blowing story, if they are not truly your type and you are afraid of rejecting them. It is sufficient to have a typical coffee shop talk and then proceed to part ways cordially. However, TS most likely has a face and a bod that people can't ignore. They are just interested in seeing how big and round his cock is, and they don't intend to blow or get fucked. When finished, these individuals would fabricate reasons such as not having douched or not wanting to blow as a way to stop TS from advancing. The above, is my conjecture from the opposing viewpoint.

so horny today... i alrdy jerked off once in the morning but i still want more action... need someone stronh who can carry me and ruin me!!

this is so hot i wonder where is this toilet exactly. love understall experiences

34/173/73 Bi married white here, love to suck

SS Reflexology Abu Sities I recently went to SS Reflexology Abu Sities again due to soreness and not feeling well, hoping to receive treatment for physical relief. This time, I again tried another masseur recommended by BW members besides my regular masseur. So I booked a 3 hour treatment via Whatapps and was given a list of masseuse numbers to choose from. Then I chose the popular ones that members have been recommending. When the masseuse picked me up at the spa counter to wash my feet, I was surprised that the masseuse was actually elderly and I believe he could be my grandpa (no discrimination, just personal preference). I would be guilty and feel bad if HE happened during treatment. So, at that moment, I cleared my mind and went for treatment, even though many members said he did offer HE. Therefore, treatment begins with dry compression techniques. The pressure was very good and I could tell he was an experienced masseuse. Now that I've cleared my mind of just enjoying the treatment, I just close my eyes and enjoy. As the massage started going on I felt the techniques he was using were repetitive which made the massage almost boring. The pressure was nice but boring. As he massaged me, his body always leaned toward my hands until I could feel him bulging against my hands. So I could feel his dick being average sized and not awake. He kept pushing against my hand and then I touched him lightly and he enjoyed it. Okay, so I think that's a green light to what members have mentioned. He started teasing me, massaging my ass, towards the ass crack, and even rubbing oil in my asshole to moisten it and then slowly pump it with his fingers. I was like what, seriously! I would feel bad if I continued and I persist of not doing anything to him. He then moved further towards my balls while facing down and reached my penis. It felt so good and I became harden at that moment. So the treatment continued with my face up and he covered my eyes with a towel and continued massaging my legs. The process of the legs covered my balls and penis. I was completely horny at that moment, but still refrained from touching him. So, he decided to masturbate me by applying lots of oil on my penis. The pressure of his spasms made my penis wet and totally made me feel so good, I came! Yes, I came! He then cleaned me up and we continued the massage. Overall, I would say the massage pressure was good, but the technical skills used were repetitive which made the massage process boring. Maybe I think he's elderly, so I feel guilty if I touch him or even do something to him. I didn't touch him, but he eventually made me cum. Another mystery masseurs unlocked that provided HE/HJ. Pressure : 10/10 Skills : 6/10 Sensual : 6/10 HJ : 8/10 Will I repeat with him? : Maybe, Depends!

I saw the clips of the Australian production and you are right. As much as I enjoyed Sarah Brightman's career, from what I saw, I felt she was somewhat miscast. I saw the Broadway revivial (by way of London) of Sunset Blvd. with Nicole Scherzinger twice already. THAT is definitely worth paying the ticket for.

Old pair of cin2 that someone exchanged with me. Haha

Anyone in Kepong or Selayang tele me : bisector_35838

So, the Jacuzzi session runs from 6 to 10 PM. I visited Otot2 after a long hiatus of four years. Remarkably, the energy and aura remain unchanged. My eyes instinctively sought out the familiar charm and pleasures amidst the bubbling water and the dimly lit room. This time, my intention wasn’t to seek pleasure but to observe and immerse myself in the atmosphere. Patrons of diverse body types and varying sexual orientations moved about, creating a lively environment. For someone like me, who enjoys observing, it was a visual delight. Conversations floated around—discussions about preferences, experiences in the dark room, and even networking after those encounters. I thoroughly enjoyed watching this vibrant scene unfold. In the end, I did engage with a tall, muscular Indian guy who had entered Otot2 at the same time as me, and another robust Indian man later joined the interaction. While I didn’t reach climax, the experience was deeply satisfying. Posting here because it would be treasure for someone who only likes to observe and enjoy!

Yes, the deal is attractive (I posted it previously --> here), though I have to say if you just go for 6 months with $200 NS LifeSG Credits, it works out to be only $20.67/month (even cheaper... but only 6 months). Haha.

Bimarried Chinese Daddy in KL - 48/170/65 seeking light fun

I was there in the early afternoon on Tuesday, as I was resting on the bench nearest to the cold pool. Saw this tall china man came over to the cold pool and wash his little tower a few times, disgusting! And the poor soul who didn't see it, dipped their faces into the cool pool, ha! 🤐

Happy end of the year. May the festive season bring your joy.

There haven’t been many people around recently, but as usual, whenever I’m here, I only see that same group of regular short Filipino sisters chasing after guys like there’s no tomorrow😂

https://www.instagram.com/p/C9b2Vx1S0M5/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

Wow ! Which toilet can do that

Any uniformed daddies? 174 65 24 local chn

thought I'd join the fun (honestly, wondered why I didn't chance on this thread earlier. Great undies and bulges 🙊) HMU on LINE - alek521 if you're open for chats and fan of good underwear

i was 15yo when i first had gay sex met an uncle in cinema for movie, throughout the movie he couldnt keep his hands off my dick, my dick was dripping wet. he used his finger to wipe up my precum and put inside his mouth to taste time to time. then once movie finished, he took me to a public toilet in a mall, went inside a cubicle, got me sit on toilet seat and started sucking me, then he just sat himself on my dick without condom. when he was sitting on my raw hard dick, he kept telling me my dick so big and hard and it hurt his anus but he felt so shiok. he then fucked himself on my rawhard dick for 5 minutes+ till i cummed deep inside his hole, he was happy i cummed inside him. he just cleaned my dick with his tongue and then he pulled up his pants and we left the toilet together and he went home happily with my cum inside his hole.

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Hi, I've read about your post on social anxiety, and maybe I thought I could be another person you can share your problems with. Regarding social anxiety, I'm sure many people do experience it, just to varying degrees. For me sometimes I shun social gatherings because I don't really want to talk and express myself and I don't feel all that comfortable with certain groups of people. However I would still feel lonely without anyone to say anything to. Some close friends might think me as anti-social, while others may find me very outgoing. I sometimes think I'm bipolar, but that's how life is; no one is truly at either ends of a spectrum, but rather somewhere in between. I do not think you are a retarded piece of garbage, neither do I think you have low self esteem. You for one are very articulate in writing, and possess clarity of thought. These are things you should be proud of, as these glimpses of your personality are a part of you are and will remain with you for some time. I've looked at your blog, and it is absolutely amazing. I enjoyed reading your thoughts and appreciated your selection of emotionally moving music. Of course being nervous and uncomfortable around people is certainly frustrating; especially if you not wish to be so. I don't know if you identity as being AJ or not, but if you do, I can imagine it does not get any easier for you. What I suggest is to start with your likes and interests. You sound like you have stuff that you are passionate about, and you can always try to use it as a conversational starter, or drop references to like-minded friends. I personally also love Legend of Korra too, because I was a fan of the previous Avatar series. Maybe you just need to associate with someone whom you are comfortable with and regain your confidence from there. Try to change your mindset slowly but surely. Try to do things that oppose the mental stereotype of yourself, like saying 'Hey' to a stranger on the street. Do not doubt yourself, and certainly do not think that you fit into the shell that is the your imagined projection of yourself. You still have your life ahead of you which is full of promise, so why let it be shackled by the shadows of your psyche? I know it is always easier said than done, and I am no psychologist. But I believe that a little personal effort and some tenacity would go a long way in helping you move along. I don't think you need professional help; you aren't mentally or physically handicapped. You could always talk to me if you need some time to open up, or when you feel things get too overwhelming for you to bear. Cheers.