Larry's Life Story - Fabulously Glamorous

[Guest Larry]

Behind the scene, from the bottom of my heart

I was at Club 17 from 4 pm till 0015 am last Saturday due to boredom & also to use its terminals as my PC was down. I stopped going on Saturday long ago as the underwear theme does not suit me, as such I make frequent stopover down stair reading newspaper, checking email & visiting this forum instead of cruising upstair. During these in & out of the room, I found in 5 separate occasions that people read my thread. I take this opportunity to thank them. Thank you, folks, though there was only one brief encounter (he did not penetrate deep & duration was too short), your visits to this thread had make me a happy person for that evening (from the bottom of my heart).

I responded to thread titled “Army” on June 17th, Baloo (cute baby girl picture) encouraged me to start a new thread from there. I declined citing that I was not a good writer (yes, it still stands), I was actually more concern for potential anti climax, destructive / damaging comments from some bloggers but somehow continued to write on Part 1, 2 & 3 on the same thread. In-between, new postings came into the thread & I decided to split & started a new thread solely on my own encounter. I take this opportunity to thank Gachi_Muchi for his instantaneous action; you are an excellent moderator (again from the bottom of my heart & a cheek kiss).

With the split (new) thread, Part 4, 5 & 6 were published. I told Ling about this (To Ling, we don’t have secret), she reminded me that my writing might not be well received as this is a gay forum & my content involved cross dressing (a taboo for the gay community, correct me if I am wrong). There might also create displeasure that this Larry was boosting his military & acadamic achievements (sorry folks, I might be overly sensitive).

In between I longed for feedbacks in particular if it is from Baloo, but I was disappointed deeply. So I stopped hope that the thread would be forgotten & natural death. But after a one week lapse, a “guest” wrote in & asked for update followed by another “Guest” starting that they were all waiting. With that I stuck my head & completed for Part 7 thru’ Part 11. I take this opportunity to thank “guest” & “Guest”, because of you I pulled thru’ without causing a miscarriage (from the bottom of my heart).

On last Friday July 11th, I came back to office, After settling all site issues on Thursday, I rooted myself in my room & determined to finish off the story, I was ambitious as the last 2 chapters were the most difficult parts to write. In-between from 839 am till 520 pm, there were 6 rushed submissions from me, the clock was clicking toward the 530 knock off time (we are on 5 days week), what should I do? I was disparate. At one end interested readers might have to wait till Monday today, but at the other end, my mahjong kakis were waiting for me on every Friday evening.

My staff were surprise seeing me working late (I don’t usually work beyond normal hour unless there is crises). By 638 pm I rounded off & fired out the last salvo. Today, I read all over again on the last part, I though I could have make it better. This part was important record of my relationship with Kong, it involved so many first (make over by Auntie Lily, in lady mode with him & etc), but significantly were the first kiss, the very first kiss, un-reserved, I closed my eye to shield his dare looking, lip locking lip, his tongue hitting & intertwined with mine & the exchange of saliva. The exchange of saliva would have make me felt eely as I though it was not hygienic. And the licking of his wewe in the hotel room, I could not believe that was me, able to go through, accept & execute. I wanted to put in more details on my internal struggler on the licking but my heart was weak to express. Sorry folks.

For the past 3 weeks, I smile, I laugh & I cry. I went over the photos & dairy. It was just like yesterday once more, some were even making me cry just like before.

To Guynextdoor, :-) & sianned,

Thanks for your encouraging remarks.

To 719310

Yes, 琼瑶 was one of my favorite authors during my formative years. Ling & I would never miss any of her shows at Galaxy Theatre (near Geylang Serai), even though her stories were predictable. We always brought extra handkerchief.

So her style of writing has influence me deeply (I am Chinese educated by the way).

To dicky,

Your comment pained me a bit. Yes, I am a woman inside, is it my fault? I believe up to today there is no solution to this, many times I tried very hard, I bought the clothing, I used it & donated them away (to the Salvation Army), telling me each time it going to be the last, but after a few months, this demon kept coming back to haunt me? These buying of female stuff repeated again & again. Who can help me??????

Concerning about female stuff in the army camp, as far as I am concerned, this is never an offence. Only thing is that your peers may disturb or make fun of you if you are spotted.

Anyway I still want to thank you on the remark that life can always be rosier & with reasons. It is difficult.

To Seeing Red,

Sorry that I failed to interest you. I will try harder improving my writing for the future.

To larry supporter, Hermes & Guest zzz,

It is my pleasure to have you as my readers.

To kaypoh,

The camp is at one far end of Singapore (west). Anyway from 515 to 8 am, approximately slightly under 3 hours, is sufficient & that morning chwee-kway took about 20 minutes.

To bluebell,

I was in love, but mind you, it was bitter too.

To chub btm,

I wish you the best in bf hunting, but be careful, look carefully.

Finally to Kong:

你問我愛你有多深　我愛你有幾分

我的情也真　我的愛也真 月亮代表我的心

你問我愛你有多深　我愛你有幾分

我的情不移　我的愛不變 月亮代表我的心

輕輕的一個吻　已經打動我的心

深深的一段情　叫我思念到如今

你問我愛你有多深　我愛你有幾分

你去想一想　你去看一看 月亮代表我的心

你去想一想　你去看一看 月亮代表我的心

With that, I rest my pen.

Larry

[Guest Larry]

Sorry to wala_x02.

Miss out to thank you in my rounding up.

Yes, more & more places gave way for redevelopment....., what to do.

[Guest HK Gay]

Dear Larry,

Please keep writing. Everyone has his worth. Whether he is gay, bi, transsexual, cross-dresser, straight, etc. should not be looked down upon.

Looking forward for your next installment. :thumb:

[sianned]

Larry,

If its not too painful, I hope you will continue about what went on during the time you 2 were together. Thanks!

[Hermes]

hey larry no need to thank us... infact we have to thank u for writing ur life story to share with us... .... i guess we are what we are... be it whoever are born like a woman inside them or macho mary or watever shit..... we are what we are just be happy ....

once again i hope to read more of ur life story about kong and there after what happen that lead u guys to break up... keep it cumming ....

[GachiMuchi]

Dear Larry,

Thanks for the kind words. It is part of moderator's job in doing some of the editing and deleting, etc.

I do agree with your friend, Ling that although gay encompasses diverse backgrounds, cultures, types, etc. There will be still people who are not very accepting of gay in woman's cloth, gay in funny cloth, gay with no cloth, etc. In a nutshell, we all have things we like and dun like.

But I think, since you are recounting what has happened, I don't see anything wrong with writing your story. If people are offended or finds it hard to swallow, let them (choke and die) be.

Anyway, you wrote very well, much better than I would have written.

Do continue with ur story in 17. Hopefully, do elaborate longer on your juicy encounters.

Cheers.

[Guest sixtynine]

Aww..sweeettt.. keep on posting.. =)

[chubbiee]

like your story alot . so blissful .

[Guest Guest]

More more... can't wait and it's weekend so u must write more

your supporter

[Guest Guest]

ok... a hort one is better then nothing. thanks Larry

your supporter

[Guest Guest xyz]

Larry, I can see that you are really putting in effort to build up that relatioship. How nice if I can be your bf. Will I have a chance?

[Guest Story Lover]

I like the story. An "A" for this.

[Guest his fan]

I like the story. An "A" for this.

He is chinese ed., so may be write in mandarin can be better, but then, we needs translation.

[koolkai]

Larry,

How do you reconcile wanting to be a woman and still remain a man? This conflicting feeling must be very difficult to resolve?

[Baloo]

I had not been posting 'encouraging words, or sharp remarks' - doesn't mean I had not been reading.

I did not post because I did not wish to encourage nor discourage you, and seeing that so many others already encouraging and asking for more, there was no need for me to add sauce to the already cooked goose...

I enjoyed reading your story.

Do keep your stories coming, I am sure there are many more since that nice begining.

Life if full of ups and downs, and it's good to pen them down... lots of learning points there, which, we always forget to learn, and sometimes need such recordings to refresh our memories, and reaffirm our lessons learnt, but forgotten.

Personally, Larry, I am a straight acting bi guy... and even experimented cross dressing when younger... much younger... haha... interesting revalation even to myself... but this is about you... not me... so please go on and write.

you do not need an 'audience' la.. .the writing is for your self. the others are just bystanders... once you realise that, your writing material will be endless...

cheers!

[DERROY]

Hello Larry, Ling here. The guy whom you saw at shogun yesterday. What a touching love story you had. I had a painful love many years back. Thinking back, it still hurts me deeply. Till to the point that to me, all men are heartless.

[Hermes]

wow larry thanks for writing up the 2nd part of ur life story and also thanks for making the effort to keep up with ur life story so often as we need not wait for too long........ really appreciate it and i guess not just me but everyone of us out there sure do look forward to reading it.... huggies... thanks again!!!!

[GachiMuchi]

Ya, it's so true. There are many 'professional' peeping tom that hangs out in dark corners.

Once, went with a group of friends to Mount Faber, and while walking up a slope towards the viewing gallery, I saw a dark shadow stooping on a grassy slope peeping at the car below with a binocular.

Couples who drives, thought that East Coast and Mount Faber are safe for them to 'DO' their business, but actually they are being watched and some couples are even being filmed.

Never do in 'prime area' unless you don't mind being watched/filmed.

[Guest Ling]

I had not been posting 'encouraging words, or sharp remarks' - doesn't mean I had not been reading.

I did not post because I did not wish to encourage nor discourage you, and seeing that so many others already encouraging and asking for more, there was no need for me to add sauce to the already cooked goose...

I enjoyed reading your story.

Do keep your stories coming, I am sure there are many more since that nice begining.

Hi I am Ling, childhood friend / big sister of Larry. I know him very well, he is an extremely sensitive person.

Since his story was launch on 24th June, he told me there was no response or feedback on 8th July & he was not sure people including you were reading or not. He was actually thinking about aborting it.

Thank you.

[tampguy]

to: Larry and Ling,

most of us, including me like larry story a lot.....i am now following up very closely on his other topic 'To Love & To Cherish, Till Death Us Do Part'

it is indeed very interesting and i find larry writing very well....simple but detailed!

i like larry story a lot especially kong and larry are both army officers which i always have fancy and fantasy over army officers since last time when i was in the ns.

no matter how busy i am or come home late after work, i will always read larry story before i sleep!

Larry, keep on writing! no one feedback does not mean no one is reading or you are not writing well.....we are too engrossed reading it indeed! LOL.....

[Guest Secret Admirer]

Fantastic writing, keep it up.

[Guest Guest xyz]

Ai, you are flattering me, I appreciate.

At this juncture, I want to concentrate on my work life. I may fall into relationship again, who's know?

You are most welcome to be my friend, to start of...... Others are fate.

Regards,

Thanks for the favourable reply. So how can I start to at least write to you?

[Guest Guest]

Larry...

opps i sense something bad.

u are doing a good job here, wonder if i even met u in shogun.

your supporter

[Guest Loner Star]

hi Larry,

so well written...... i am checking for latest update of the story everday. i love your story. i hope to share my experience in ns too.. but i can't describe as well...

Regards

starhub1978

[Guest guest001]

Dear Guest,

Don't understand your message: i sense something bad.

Mind to elaborate?

Yours Sincerely,

Hi Larry,

What i mean was i smell something 'bad'/fishy here about Kong and the rest...

Really enjoyed your story. Promise to write more ok..

Guest001

[Guest Guest001]

There was nothing bad or fishy. Kong remained faithful to me till something .......

I am not feeling well today as I had a sleepless night, so I may visit the doctor later on. But anyway I will try at least to finish off the chapter on the mess dinner.

Yours sincerely,

Great to know that Larry...

Sorry to heard that you are not feeling well today. You better rest and drink more water. Although it's hard to wait till tomorrow but your health is more important.

Yours,

Guest001

[Guest Guest 002]

Is simple, is easy to read & i love the story.

it details the internal struggle & sexual awakening of a sexually active young man (woman?).

keep on writing, larry, i love you.

[Guest Guest 003]

Is simple, is easy to read & i love the story.

it details the internal struggle & sexual awakening of a sexually active young man (woman?).

keep on writing, larry, i love you.

So sad there is no posting in the afternoon. How?

[Guest Newbie Guest]

I love the story.

So sweet and it just keeps coming and it's really nice of you to share this love story of yours.

I hope it just keeps coming and please take care of your health.

[koolkai]

Larry, do you still meet Kong during your reservist or you were posted to another camp?

[tampguy]

larry,

you wrote so short for today....feel reading not enough....lol

hope you will write more tomorrow....

shall wait patiently for your next writing...

[Guest -lonestar-]

Really good... pls continue on weekend... i can't wait hahha

[kal]

Larry, thanks for yr story... pls carry on ... its really nice to read on..

[Hermes]

hhahhahha larry as i read ur story ... i also can sense the happiness at that moment when kong made it for the 2.4 run... and u also notti asking him to SAY LOUDER>.. and kong is sooooooooooo cute too to say out the word I LOVE U ahhahhahha u might be stunned and face all reddened but i m sure it must be real SWEET feeling in ur heart when he said that.......right!??!?! so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet......................... cheers to kong and larry... wonder if kong is reading this forum too???? ..........

[Guest Visitor]

There would be a promotion & farewell ceremony at the open air auditorium for the five of us. Instead of wearing the usual kaki green combat uniform with boot, I followed the instruction by putting on the rarely used ceremonial uniform (second time in fact) which consists of long pant, long sleeve shirt, green tie; green jacket with epaulette carrying my rank & black leather shoes.

Pardon me if I am wrong....I thought until the late 80's, we are still wearing the No. 1 or No.2 Ceremonial Uniform as in White Top and Black Bottom with the red line at the side...just checking (no offence).

I was in that era...hehehe

[Guest guest]

Larry,

You should be around 60 years old now.

Hmm, good memory.

[koolkai]

Larry,

You should be around 60 years old now.

Hmm, good memory.

Larry is 60 years old? How can that be? But I wonder is he so "woman" now as compared to what he described in the story?

[bigis4me]

Hey Larry you sure know how to tell a story, Initailly i said somethings bad to you but after a while and wanting to find out more of whats happening in your life with Kong, i feel you are telling this story from the heart. If i am not wrong, you should be in yiour late 40ish right? Are you and Kong still together and living a Happy Married life? I am not sure but did you state that you had a operation to change yourself into a women?

Edited August 7, 2008 by bigis4me

[koolkai]

Hey Larry you sure know how to tell a story, Initailly i didn somethings bad to you but i feel you are telling this story from the heart. If i am not wrong, you should be in yiour late 40ish right?

Are you and Kong still together anmd living a Happy married life? I am not sure but did you state that you had a operation to change yourself into a women? All the Best Larry from all who wants a happy ending in our lifes too and to find our dream guy

Larry is unlikely to have changed himself into a woman as I read on the other topic on "Shogun" and it seems that he goes there too. He must be a "full man" now.

[Guest guest]

Larry is 60 years old? How can that be? But I wonder is he so "woman" now as compared to what he described in the story?

The story is when he was 20+

And that was in early 1970s (37 years to now)

Add them up, around 60 years.

[Guest Guest]

The story is when he was 20+

And that was in early 1970s (37 years to now)

Add them up, around 60 years.

ahhemm. on some math here.. Larry mentioned that he ORd in 1983 hence he should be

2008-1983= 25+22(the age we ord) =around 47 years old

[Hermes]

hey guys... larry did not go for operation to change into a woman but HIS sista ling went for it................. hehehe.... hey larry ... all of us still waiting for the rest of ur story!!!!

[sotong_sg]

Note: I hesitated to write the following section as it might seem to be boastful. Crucify me if you like.

Part 7 shall be out on Tuesday, sorry, folks.

Loved this..... Don;t think you are being boastful.. As we all have our moments in life and thank you for sharing..

It is going to be a long wait for me...

Edited August 8, 2008 by sotong_sg

[Hermes]

thanks larry ... i guess i totally understand how u feel ... so everyday will be telling myself to check this forum to read ur posting ... keep it cumming!!!

[Guest Guest]

ManyBwers told me aboutthis story & asked me to read. Over this National day holiday, I completed the reading & is real good. It was written with true feeling. I am now going on th his second part of Larry story.

Well done, Larry.

I had a wonderful holiday. Thank you.

[Guest Guest001]

Larry, so warm to know that u had such a caring grandma... although she's now with the angels but i know she will always have a special place inside your heart.

[Guest Guest]

Hi Guest001,

I revisited passed responses & found a few carried the same name of Guest001, are you the same person?

I am curious as the replies were always very comforting, as what you had said, wonder if we ever meet in Shogun?

Regards,

Larry

ok spot on... but not points here ^^

i'm the same person and use 001 so that u know it's me who enjoyed reading your story

as to whether we met before i'm not sure

you are doing a great job here so please write more

Guest001

[tampguy]

Someone told me that Kong was little mentioned for the passed few instalments & he found somethings missing. Of course, Kong is the main character in this story, so bear with me. You know I am a greedy person, I like to tell every & anythings all at one go, so may be sometimes sidetracked. Hope you all enjoyed today instalment. Regards.

Larry,

you really look into my feedback which i told you few days ago: 'Kong was missing/mentioned very little during the last few instalments and feel something missing'...LOL

i like 15 august 08 instalment as Kong is back in the story again....he is always so sweet and romantic towards you....i am sure all readers

here like to read and get crazy and additicted and hope to read more each time when Kong and Larry appear in the story together!!

you wrote so little today as i felt not reading enough!!

larry, write longer a bit to satisfy our 'hunger' over your story - will Kong appear in your monday story instalment?? i wonder....

anyway, you write well and keep it up!!

[Guest guest]

will Kong appear in your monday story instalment?? i wonder....

Seems like u had a crush on Kong, wait Larry got jealous and stop writing about Kong altogether.

[kal]

Seems like u had a crush on Kong, wait Larry got jealous and stop writing about Kong altogether.

this prove the story was well written ! :thumb: