Larry's Life Story - Fabulously Glamorous

[Guest steventong]

Continue for Part 7: The Coming Out

Since secondary school days, the secretive hours I spent as Jennifer alone & together with Ling cast a continuing shadow over all relationships I formed, no one inclusive my dad, mom, grandma, my teachers or my classmates really knew me. They knew me as Larry as I kept the female component of my personality deeply buried. Auntie Lily was the next person beside Ling able to know my sexual inclination at a later stage when I fell for Kong.

The university life gave me a difference perspective; it was free, easy & conducive. Unlike the secondary school days, there was no fixed class room, no fixed attendance so long as meeting the 80% quota & no school uniform. Jeans with torn patches, t-shirts & slippers were a common sight.

And most importantly, some were keeping long hairs, which came with pony tails, or messy & looked hippies & one was even spotted with a female hairpin. I discussed with Ling & decided to keep our hairs long till shoulder length, neat & silky. This would be our first step in coming out.

I also formed my own circle of associates from the class, they were tall & handsome. Since post secondary, however deep I buried the existence of Jennifer, her presence made it known in a subtle way. For example, my choice classmates were mostly tall & handsome boys as I had preference on beautiful things. Since I was somewhat short in height, I felt a strange kind of security with these tall guys towering over me; I gladly bowed to them on their physical superiority. I enjoyed that distinction.

X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X

“Hello.”

“Hey, grandma, this is Jennifer.”

“Ai…………, my dear Jennifer, how are you? Grandma always thinks of you, why you never come & visit me?”

“Oh, so sorry, grandma, I was busy in my study. I am doing engineering in the university.”

“Yes, Kong told me about that. So how was your study? Are you able to cope?”

“Ya, a bit tough, I hope I can pass.”

“You must study hard, okay. Grandma has fate on you.”

“Thanks, grandma.”

“Nowadays, both husband & wife must all go out & work, otherwise is difficult to survive.”

“Grandma, I ………….” I was lost for word. I was blushed but felt sweet in my heart.

“Jennifer, let me tell you, grandma is old but my mind is quite modern. You know as woman, you must be financially independent, understand?”

“Yes, grandma.”

“Your money is your money, but my grandson money is your money, okay?” Hurray, grandma, I love you.

“But ……….. "

“Jennifer, I really wish that you give Kong a chance & marry him. You will not disappoint me the wish of an old lady?”

“Grandma, I will not disappoint you. Yes, is truly.” How could I say no to an old lady?

“I am happy to hear this from you.”

“Grandma, may I talk to Kong? Is he in?”

“Yes, yes, he is in. I am so sorry to talk to you for so long.” Grandma called out Kong over the phone, “Kong, Jennifer is on the phone.”

“Yes, darling, what up?”

“Dear, I am having some math problems, are you able to help?” Although it was true that I did have problems on the mathematics, but fact was that I missed him since the last meeting on Saturday evening. It had been four days as I was not able to meet him for breakfast as I slept late for the late night study.

“I can try but no promise. You want me to come over or I go over?”

“I will come over.”

X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X X

To be continued ………………………….

[Guest steventong]

You story suck and you as old woman and a ugly duckling.Nobody want to read your long winded stories. Please dont go to 17 to tell go you stories. It really suck to see you in this old ugly trying to renew your old flames. join him to wonderland if you want.

[Hermes]

hey steven if u dont like, dont read!!! u r nobody to tell anyone, to read or not to read his life story.... get a life and move on pls............ it just reflect how pathetic u r to us.................. larry pls continue .... dont bother about pple like him! thanks!

Edited August 19, 2008 by Hermes

[ColtTower]

You story suck and you as old woman and a ugly duckling.Nobody want to read your long winded stories. Please dont go to 17 to tell go you stories. It really suck to see you in this old ugly trying to renew your old flames. join him to wonderland if you want.

Larry, please do not be bothered with such comments or such unruly type of people. There are a big big pool of audience reading your lovely story. Be it Long and loh-soh, it's not easy to "pen" down a life story and telling people of your inner most feeling espeically to such a big audience in BW. I am no doubt new in the forum but having read, be it current or archieved stories from different members, they are all their lovely, erotic, touching stories whom all you creative writers wanted to share and we readers wanted to read.

REMEMBER : when there is a demand, there are always supplies (vice versa).

LARRY don't give up ... please please write more ... the silence audiences will support you.

[Guest sleepless]

To both ColtTower & Hermes,

Without your supports, I would certainly give up. Thanks a lot.

Yours sincerely,

Larry

Beauty (Larry) & the beasts (Colttower & Hermes).

My salute to both of you, without your protection, I would probably be sleepless tonight. Just look at the time Larry sent out her posting today, 0523 pm.

I knew her well that she never send anything out beyond 530 pm.

Big thanks.

[Guest Larry supporter]

You story suck and you as old woman and a ugly duckling.Nobody want to read your long winded stories. Please dont go to 17 to tell go you stories. It really suck to see you in this old ugly trying to renew your old flames. join him to wonderland if you want.

Steven steven,

When are you going to show us your story? Otherwise keep your bigmouth shut.

[Guest Secret admirer]

Larry,

Your view count now stands at 5823, no may be 5826 already.

Anyway what I am telling you is you do have a big viewer base. Just ignore that mosquito Steven Tong.

[Hermes]

hey sleepless ... thanks for the compliment but i m very sure i m not that UGLY as a beast ahhahah

[Guest :-)]

You story suck and you as old woman and a ugly duckling.Nobody want to read your long winded stories. Please dont go to 17 to tell go you stories. It really suck to see you in this old ugly trying to renew your old flames. join him to wonderland if you want.

Steven Tong or whatever your real name is, you are a pathetic jealous little prick posting such unkind remarks!

Now fxxk Off this forum! :-)

[koolkai]

You story suck and you as old woman and a ugly duckling.Nobody want to read your long winded stories. Please dont go to 17 to tell go you stories. It really suck to see you in this old ugly trying to renew your old flames. join him to wonderland if you want.

It seems that this steventong has a strong dislike for effeminate gay guys. I wish he could be more accomodating towards them as some gay guys tend to be more effeminate while others are not. Hence regardless of how one behaves, I feel that all gay people should lend support to one another as this is a minority group as opposed to the straight people.

[jurongwest]

Come on people...

If u want to made any remark abt Steven Tong, pls do it else where...

It already hard for Larry to write penned down his feelings and story that sure make him re-live every single moment again so pls don't add on any more negative thought to this topic le...

Let keep this a thread solely for Larry Story...

Larry,

Keep it the good work, i am sure it hard for you and need time to reorganise and readjust when u pen down down each and every word on this story.. Always remember u have a big reader base waiting everyday to read your story...

Cheers

[ColtTower]

Come on people...

If u want to made any remark abt Steven Tong, pls do it else where...

It already hard for Larry to write penned down his feelings and story that sure make him re-live every single moment again so pls don't add on any more negative thought to this topic le...

Let keep this a thread solely for Larry Story...

Larry,

Keep it the good work, i am sure it hard for you and need time to reorganise and readjust when u pen down down each and every word on this story.. Always remember u have a big reader base waiting everyday to read your story...

Cheers

Strongly agrees with "jurongwest", moving forward .... .... ... LARRY can't wait for your contribution today ... ... ... reading your life story makes me tears n laugh from time to time and it in fact reminds me of those days I had spent in the NS days, my 1st love and my family ... ... ... Its never easy to have me pen down all this here to be shared by all, as it's to sensitive and personal ... ... ... LARRY I salute and admires your courage in putting in your life story in this thread.

BRAVO... :clap: :clap: :thumb:

[Guest tonylim]

HI larry bird, you stories was so nice but too long winded like a old woman who refused to let the soul go down.IT SEVEN MONTH AND PLEASE LET TONG LIVE IN PEACE OK. WHETHER HAPPENED IN THE PAST JUST LET IT GO OK.

GOD BLESS YOU AND KONG FOREVER.

LING IS SHE STILL WITH THE ANG MONG

GOOD LUCK

[Guest bluebell]

Yes, agreed with Larry. Tony Lim & Steven Tong fxxk out from here.

[Guest :-)]

Well done Larry!! you have my full support! :-)

Sorry for being kaypo but I wonder if you know both of them? -tonylim- and -steventong- seem to me is the same jealous dickhead who posted those comments.

[Guest dennislim]

Hi larry how are you? Never see you in 17 for so few week.How life? Today my birthday so come in free.To relax and see anyone like me heee.Life for us is alway up and down but never so sweet and so bitter.We have to accept reality that really hard us when we down but i know we always will stand up stronger and feel we are love by those who believe in us and give us hope. Whether people like us as we are is not so concern but we love ourself as ahuman being is much more important.Friends have come and go in my life but i always treasure you special smile in my life.So be strong and be healthy always.Have a nice days always.God bless us and the world.

[tampguy]

HI larry bird, you stories was so nice but too long winded like a old woman who refused to let the soul go down.IT SEVEN MONTH AND PLEASE LET TONG LIVE IN PEACE OK. WHETHER HAPPENED IN THE PAST JUST LET IT GO OK.

GOD BLESS YOU AND KONG FOREVER.

LING IS SHE STILL WITH THE ANG MONG

GOOD LUCK

tonylim,

please learn to respect people before people will respect you.

do be mindful of what you said!

[kal]

dont bother about them, think after seventh month, they'll be gone la

Edited August 24, 2008 by kal

[Hermes]

dont bother about them, think after seventh month, they'll be gone la

hhahahha kal you are so cute hahhahahha hey larry keep it coming ya.......... you know in your heart who are those supporters ... just ignore those XIAO REN ... eehhe

[Guest jameslye]

HI LARRY,

HOW ARE YOU? NEVER SEE IN KATONG RECENTLY. WHAT TO WATCH IN BEIJING GAMES, YOU NOT A VERY SPORTY GUY.SEE AND ALSO CAN? SO PITY YOU?

ENJOY YOUR GOLDEN DAYS

[Hermes]

wow larry at that time ....having a credit card is a BIG THING .........and also pay $180 for a cheong sam is also alot of money!!!! very thoughtful and sweet of kong to even support u financially in some way................ keep it coming!!!

[Guest hairy potter]

Hi Larry the talk too much and read nonsense guy,What past is already past. Dont think so much just open you things and let another to thrust you. Afterall now nobody will give you another chance. keep the older day as memory ok. Only those same type like you. sO DONT WRITE PLEASE.

[Guest gazarette]

goodness !!! if you don't like the story.. do not click open. do not read. it is as simple as that. Why bother writing a reply if you are so perturbed by them. I frankly love Larry's Stories.. i read this thread every single day.. more than once a day in fact.. just in case there is new posts.. it may be memories, and yes people like me do enjoy them.. may we be same type or not... aiyo why the need to write him off like that!!...

[Guest ViVi]

Hi Larry, thanks for yr story and I enjoyed reading it (although it is a little long-winded to me <not meaning to offend u>). I dont know if the ending of this story is a happiness or heart-breaking, I will like to quote these chinese advices to you, hope u can move on with yr present life..(hope u can understand chinese)

肯主動肯付出的人- 不怕再創新的回憶

只有被動的0號- 活在過去的記憶

[Guest gazarette]

Larry,

i was writing in response to harry potter. I do enjoy your stories la.. alamak..

[Guest Ling]

Hi Larry the talk too much and read nonsense guy,What past is already past. Dont think so much just open you things and let another to thrust you. Afterall now nobody will give you another chance. keep the older day as memory ok. Only those same type like you. sO DONT WRITE PLEASE.

This is Ling, Larry' big sister.

Before you commence reading this message, please get a dictionary by your side & use it if necessary.

You named yourself "Hairy Potter" (correctly is Harry Potter), unfortunately you does not have that sort of comparable linguistic fluency just as the character writer Miss J. K. Rowling. I suggest you stop naming yourself using her character, you are indeed a pathetic person.

To top up Larry's recommendations to improve your English, I recommend to you prepare your draft using Microsoft Word & use its self check feature (do you know there is such feature? Yes or not? If no, please go for basic Microsoft Word application class available in most of the PA community centres) on spelling, vocabulary & any other errors, after which copy & paste to the forum, understand? Before making yourself further a laughing-stock. Until such time you feel you master the language proficiency, you may then type directly just like myself & larry or any others, otherwise seriously take my advice!!!!!!

You & I come into the forum as guest, no matter how, please give constructive inputs rather then condemning remarks, please do exercise basic good manner / behaviour. It is just like visiting people's house as guest, do take out your shoes before entering, don't you know this??????

As his big sister, I have the right not to let anyone bullying him.

[Guest fashion thunder]

Hi ling or larry,

I think you misunderstand my purpose and attack me with malice. I simply told by friends that this kinds of stories should published if you have money.It such a waste that two of the rich and culture people lke you only like to put in the blog and wait for nice comment. This is a jungle and people who nice to you are not you parent and friends, so dont a ass holes.Sister or not i think both of them are you a split personality - bioplar disorder. See doctor immediately or it can be worsen. Today you still around, tommorrow both you and ling and I will be in pradise.So what is my grammar mistaken, I do not check and no think is necessary. If you dare go and publish you gay stories to the public. Then all will run away as far as i am concern.TO LOVE NOT MORE CHERIAH YOU HEAD WE WILL DIED TOO. SO PLEASE BE HAPPY NOW.

BEST REGARDS

FASHION THUNDER

JAMES BLUNT

[Guest SUPER MARIO]

Hi larry,

How have you been? I am wandering have you been to the new club call absolute. I want to go with you and listern to your words before i cannot see the stories.Please I love you wonderful story and i hope to haerd from you direct. Thank for the beautiful stories that touch my life.I do have same feeling about you inner life.Take care of yourself.Leaving for malaysia penang now.

with loves

super mario

mark low

[MassageFreak]

Hi Larry,

I have been a silent fan of your story since you started writing. :thumb:

Your story has been a daily must read and I always looking forward to the next installment the following day.

I have actually wanted to remain silent till I saw your most recent replies to all the brickbats.

Just want to let you know that when you start writing in "cyberspace" you should expect all sorts of reactions coming your way.

Whether it’s good or bad, you have to accept it and move on. Let those angry detractors carry on making noise.

We just have to accept the fact that since this is an open forum, there is no way to stop anyone from giving their comments.

Do not be defensive and react to them as you will only be feeding their egos.

Just ignore them and move on with your life.

Remember, what anyone says cannot hurt you as a person and/or your precious memories, unless you choose to.

The web forum is a great medium for "anonymous" expressions.

Everyone has the right to give their comments and everyone has the right

to choose whether they want to get angry or be effected by these comments.

Dear Larry, you have the power not to be affected by them.

This is LARRY'S topic and LARRY is the star here.

So like a celebrity, you will always have to take them in, good or bad.

As for those detractors, I think enough have been mentioned by many others and the moderators.

If you really don't like what you see, switch channel. Period.

Its good to give constructive criticism, but flaming and personal attack is something else altogether, it really reflects on yourself.

Whether you think it is good or bad, true or false. The cyberspace is like a pandora box.

A pandora box filled with potions of realities, dreams, magic and fantasies.

It will only be true if you belive its true or vice versa. There is really no right or wrong to every individual's stories.

No one has the right to stop LARRY from sharing his precious memories with others.

Personally, I really appreciate LARRY taking the time and effort to share with us his stories.

As he has mentioned, he has a regular career thus it is really commendable for him

spare some time to recall those intricate and intimate memories with us.

That said, I should retreat back into my own "pandora box" and remain a silent supporter and fan of LARRY's story.

Keep up the good job LARRY. LOVE your stories. :clap:

[bksg]

Larry

I'm another "silent" reader of yours.

There's no need really to "defend".

Fairly waste of energy.

The work speaks for itself.

Some like chilli, some like pears.

Tea with one cube or coffee with cream?

You like kissing with eyes open?

Like with everything else, there is preference.

The memories you share(d)

The perspectives you reveal(ed)

The unsaid, the unwritten, the unexpressed

They all form part of your honest piece of very enjoyable account

Very much like reading your private diary

It IS your private diary on the table

We all have a choice........

[Guest Larry supporter]

Hi ling or larry,

I think you misunderstand my purpose and attack me with malice. I simply told by friends that this kinds of stories should published if you have money.It such a waste that two of the rich and culture people lke you only like to put in the blog and wait for nice comment. This is a jungle and people who nice to you are not you parent and friends, so dont a ass holes.Sister or not i think both of them are you a split personality - bioplar disorder. See doctor immediately or it can be worsen. Today you still around, tommorrow both you and ling and I will be in pradise.So what is my grammar mistaken, I do not check and no think is necessary. If you dare go and publish you gay stories to the public. Then all will run away as far as i am concern.TO LOVE NOT MORE CHERIAH YOU HEAD WE WILL DIED TOO. SO PLEASE BE HAPPY NOW.

BEST REGARDS

FASHION THUNDER

JAMES BLUNT

So who are you actually? Hairy Potter? Fashion Thunder? Or James Blunt?

Do have gut & stick to the name so chosen, don't be a chameleon.

Whether your English is perfect or not is the main concern, but you have to ensure the meaning is clear, no second guess or else people do not know you are trying to express.

In cyberspace, you can be poorly behave as we don't see your face. But why you have to down grade yourself? As far as I am concerned, you are just another Ah Beng or Ah Seng, lower grade / standard then those main land China foreigners who talking loudly & openly spitting (for those forigners who well behave, we welcome you).

I pity you, honestly.

[Guest Childcare centre]

Hi Larry the talk too much and read nonsense guy,What past is already past. Dont think so much just open you things and let another to thrust you. Afterall now nobody will give you another chance. keep the older day as memory ok. Only those same type like you. sO DONT WRITE PLEASE.

Hello Hairy,

Let me be kaypo & help you to improve your whole message if you don't mind.

Hi Larry, (missing comma) you talked (pass tense to be used) too much and those (missing word) read nonsense guys (more than one, so plural to be used),

What past was (past tense) already past. Don't write so much as openig up your past & let others to criticize you (the whole sentense have no meaning so I tried to rewrite, is this what you were trying to express?). Afterall no one (now to be removed & use no one) will like your story (again I rewrote, as chance was not mentioned previously).

Please keep the old (no er lah, alamak) days as memory, okay?

Only those (missing) people same type liked you will like your story (more correct to express what you wanted to write, right?).

SO DON'T WRITE PLEASE.

Alamak, tell you what, to edit your errors is more tiring then to look after kindergarten kids, I need go & sleep now.

[Guest Guest 123]

Hi Larry the talk too much and read nonsense guy,What past is already past. Dont think so much just open you things and let another to thrust you. Afterall now nobody will give you another chance. keep the older day as memory ok. Only those same type like you. sO DONT WRITE PLEASE.

Hello Hairy,

Reading your post & contribution by Childcare Centre, were you trying to address your message not only to Larry, but also to other fellow BWers?

You meant that all eight thousands over readers including you yourself are all reading nonsense?

Please clarify your statement. Aha, I am afraid not only Larry is angry, I am also not too happy now. You stupid son of the gun!!!!!!!!

[Guest gongdong]

Hi larry, why dont you take you leave and finished the stories from gandma, the quarrel stage and the death? We will be delight and surely support you more when you start a nnew tales of yours.We are you suppoters but not longer have time to read you nice stories. We are very busy gay you know.Thank and hopoe all the best for you and you family.

BEST REGARDS

CHINA

GONGDONG

[koolkai]

It seems that some of you have gotten impatient of reading Larry'a stories. Please dont be impatient. From what I have noticed, most of you reacted strongly when Larry wrote about how he dressed as a woman and the details about the transformation. Actually I find it quite interesting though and I really admire Larry's courage to go forward with the transformation.

Larry, I wonder how you manage to recouncil between wanting to be a woman and your present status living as a man?

[tampguy]

larry,

continue to write your story.....we like to read!!

do not be disturbed by some negative feedback/comments.

keep up your good writing and story!!

HORRAY!!

[UFO]

Dear Larry...

I do really like your life story.. Make me think of my present relationship.

I personally do not think that you are living the past but what I could see from your story is your braveness, passion of life and love... Not forgetting appreciation... Appreciate what u had in the past, present and future.

You have my greatest respect...

Keep on going...

Yours faithfully,

Walfred

[koolkai]

Hi all,

I think there is a need for Larry to describe in detail about his cross-dressing, make-up etc. If not, the story will be too stretchy and you will not be able to understand the development of the story well. Maybe for those who are not comfortable with the details of the cross-dressing, make-up etc...you may just skip that and read the rest of the story. But I simply dont understand why some of you are so perturbed about the description of such details as some guys do that and you have to accept the fact that everyone is a unique individual and not all gays are manly and well-built

[Guest Larry supporter]

Hi ling or larry,

I think you misunderstand my purpose and attack me with malice. I simply told by friends that this kinds of stories should published if you have money.It such a waste that two of the rich and culture people lke you only like to put in the blog and wait for nice comment. This is a jungle and people who nice to you are not you parent and friends, so dont a ass holes.Sister or not i think both of them are you a split personality - bioplar disorder. See doctor immediately or it can be worsen. Today you still around, tommorrow both you and ling and I will be in pradise.So what is my grammar mistaken, I do not check and no think is necessary. If you dare go and publish you gay stories to the public. Then all will run away as far as i am concern.TO LOVE NOT MORE CHERIAH YOU HEAD WE WILL DIED TOO. SO PLEASE BE HAPPY NOW.

BEST REGARDS

FASHION THUNDER

JAMES BLUNT

Checking throughout all recent input, I can only find one negative input except yours, so I assumed you used another name as Hairy Potter.

1. You wrote: I think you misunderstand my purpose and attack me with malice. I simply told by friends that this kinds of stories should published if you have money.

Hairy Potter wrote: Hi Larry the talk too much and read nonsense guy,What past is already past. Dont think so much just open you things and let another to thrust you. Afterall now nobody will give you another chance. keep the older day as memory ok. Only those same type like you. sO DONT WRITE PLEASE.

My comment: no single word of publication mentioned under Hairy's.

2. You wrote: It such a waste that two of the rich and culture people lke you only like to put in the blog and wait for nice comment.

My comment: only people like you can be so naive, so simple to publish a book? Are you suggesting all bloggers must publish books? Then stupid la.

3. You wrote: Sister or not i think both of them are you a split personality - bioplar disorder. See doctor immediately or it can be worsen.

My comment: Do you know what LGBT stand for? Why group them together? So you are gay, you also better go & see doctor. If not go & find out before open your stinky mouth.

4. You wrote: Today you still around, tommorrow both you and ling and I will be in pradise.

My comment: We need Larry here but not you. So you better go now. Bye bye.

[Guest story lover]

Larry,

I sense that your story is about to end, right?

I like your style of writing with a feminine touch. I almost got an hard-on when you wrote that placing your hand on Kong lap.

Keep it up.

[Guest guest]

Larry,

I sense that your story is about to end, right?

I like your style of writing with a feminine touch. I almost got an hard-on when you wrote that placing your hand on Kong lap.

Keep it up.

Me too. Larry, did you put your hand further down, you know, his "wewe"? hehe.

[ColtTower]

Dear Story Lover,

To be a responsible writer to all readers, myself & Kong, I must finish the current chapter on The Last Waltz in a complete & proper manner since it has already been started. As my role is getting to be feminine as the story goes on which may somehow create some objections & clashes in this forum, to avoid such scenario, very likely I will jump straight to the last chapter with a much simplified contents to wrap up the story. Anyway, at this moment, every things remain fluid.

Nevertheless, I am glad to have you as my reader. Do take care, stay strong & be healthy.

Best Regards,

Larry

Dear Larry,

Please don't just end with a simply ending. Your have gotten so many of us on the hook and you gonna just end your life story so abruptly. Your writing has been like "Qiong Yao" in modern context, how nice and how endearing Kong has been to you. If you gonna end it just like that a lot of us will be lost.

:clap:

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LARRY DO ALL YOU CAN AND YOU KNOW YOU HAVE OUR SUPPORT. :clap: :clap: :clap:

Colt

[Guest Secret Admirer]

I enjoy reading on the marching pass the arc of swords, it is real romantic. You are a lucky woman. All your effort putting in was paying off.

Sexy indeed.

[Guest guest]

I agreed. It is fantastically well written, although is short, but the process lead me to wild imagination.

Keep it up, Larry. Your story always have surprises. It is not boring to read.

[Guest Your supporter]

Sad to see that you are going to the last chapter skipping 4 chapters.

Why??????????????????????

[Guest bluebell]

No, no, no....... no skipping pls.

We love to read your story.

[Guest Silent Reader]

Hi Larry, I'm a silent reader and have been following your story for the last few weeks. Your story is different because it comes from your heart. It must have taken you a lot, emotionally, to unearth all those memories, all the little details, from many years back. It must have brought you joy at times to relieve those happiness, but sadness too to realise its the past. It must have also hurt when some passers-by to this forum just make casually biting remarks .. so easy to say, but not realising that just like a sharp knife, its painful. I can understand your feelings about why even bother to go on writing and be subject to these piercing remarks. Its up to you but I do hope you continue. For yourself .. for others who enjoy reading it .. and more importantly, for those who may be out there who've never been in relationships and know what a relationship can mean; for those who are in relationships to know to treasure what they have and also for some out there who may be born like you, struggling with their identity, wondering what's it like to step out there to be who they are. Do not skip any chapters because what's trivial to some, may be meaningful to others. Do not skip any chapters because your story won't be complete. Do not skip any chapters because how then can it be a proper tribute to all the writing you've done so far. Remember that for any one person who makes insensitive remarks, there are many others out there silent who benefit from it. So write - for yourself and for these people. All the best!

[Guest I understand]

I understand how Larry feel at this point of time, this story is to document one of his past, his first & the most innnocent & memorable one.

As most of did serve our national services & mainly in the army, those military stuff mentioned in his story do make us think back on our own military experience, that was the power of story writing, it might not be necessary identical, but somehow there is this relevancy.

So as because of this, I particularly love this story, because it is so close, so real & so relevant. Unlike stories from another writer "Heartlanders", his stories are equally interested but rather irrelevant to reality.

Next Larry writing is simple, almost do not required any dictionary. His style of writing was also localise, with use of singlish at the right moment. Now, I know why shows such as "momey no enough" & "881" are popular in Singapore but not in other places.

Having say all the good things, but one most important one is his sincerity, his writing is humble as not to be boostful as he was fortunate in his acadamic & military career, as kept down play on those achievements, his ability in paying on small details such as on a smile, face redden, internal struggle & etc were aso touching. You can also direct a show usinghis story without much reference back to him as the story is complete with many fine details & logical.

It is sad to hear to hear that he intend to end the story prematurely. I knew his feeling, these people fashion thunder, tony lim, hairy potter & steven tong should go to hell. So far there is none of this kind of story able to achieve this remarkable readership. Ijust hope that you cancontinue & break the 10000 magic figure.

Pleaae.

[Guest guest]

Dear Larry,

From the way you finished off the chapter "The Last Waltz", I knew you were rushing, that is not your usual style of writing. After closing door in Sea View Hotel, the love making would be thunderious as mentioned you two were on fire. You had done a fine writing during the first love making at Sea View & why not this time? Leaving us high & low with lots of imagination.

We wanted to hear from you the details of love making in the room this time, but I was deeply disappointed.

You are a good story writer & you need to make it better.

Not only short cut on the Sea View portion, I believe many fine moments in the hall between you & Kong were much left off, Did the three musketeer came & sized you up? Did they come & invite Kong for a dance? The dinner for you two ought to be turbulance but you end it so simply, this is not fair to us. May we have a chance to see it rewrite??????????????????????????

Regards,

Guest with much dissatisfaction.

[Guest another guest]

I agreed, as your boy friend is the campsecond-in-command, how can he did not bring you around to introduce? How could his peers (even as army officers, it has no difference from ordinary people) did not come forward to disturb you two? Come on, this were interesting enough to be mentioned, but why was left out?