Seek young top for mature-young connection

[Startup]

I am taking a long walk as I pen this post, not so much I am a long walk person but because I have to cut across the park from ang mo kio to bishan.

 

It's raining lightly. It's a beautiful scene around me. But I am not staying to enjoy the view. Rather I am running an errand. The end justifies the walk. The walk is pleasant. The objective is achieved.

 

Why not go straight to the point and just state what I seek? But I like to tell stories and lay bare my soul. It's a form of foreplay. And along the way you may get to understand what I seek. 

 

I was out of the scene for 10 years. Then covid hit. It's been 4 years and I have had 3 buddies (at different time of course). What surprised me myself is that my buddies had been all much younger. I am 52 chn 180 64 now. The largest gap is 31 years. It's not that I seek 小鲜肉, but it just happened. I had always thought that I prefer mature manly guys. But it's like the walk in the rain. You wanted a buddy and those who came along were in their 20s.

 

The interaction with these young chaps brought out the brotherly or fatherly instincts in me. One of them said endearingly, there is little boy in each of us. Another felt flabby so he started exercising and showed me proudly how he had tightened his tummy. 

 

I am an educator. I enjoy my work a lot. Every day is a happy working day for me. One main reason is I really love kids. Seeing them and experiencing their innocence just warms the cockle of my heart. And it gets warmed every day. And it's school holiday this week. That cockle of my heart seeks to meet someone cute and decent.

 

Does it mean that I only seek young and cute? Not really. Main thing is someone decent and sincere. But must be top. The rest needs communication and discovery.

 

Personally I am at the stage of life where I keep things simple. I am working on starting a biz, hence the nick. But I am not in a rush. Life is about purpose but it's not a race or a dash. I used to work every day from dawn to dusk. But I have cut down somewhat to give myself some space.

 

I am not seeking fuck buddies. I don't meet people who have multiple partners. The reason is simple. One is I have no time to juggle so many things. I don't have time and energy to juggle multiple partners. And I don't want to be someone that others juggle with as well. A more important reason is having multiple partners increases the risk for various diseases. 

 

If you are keen to explore something, please telegram me at startup1520 or pm/dm me. Perhaps we can take a long walk together some day,

rain or shine.

 

 

 

 

Edited March 22 by Startup

[Startup]

我的春天还没有来，我的抜第还没出现。有缘人，请tele@startup1520.

 

其实一个人的生活也不算太坏

偶尔有一些小小的悲哀

我想别人也看不出来

既使孤单会使我伤怀

也会试著让自己想的开

 

对你不知道是已经习惯还是爱

当初所坚持的心情

是不是还依然存在

眼看这一季就要过去

我的春天还没有来

 

你为何不调过头去

让我自己去面对问题

你尝试著不露痕迹

告诉我爱情的道理

你认为值得努力的

是我俩之间的距离

喔这一季 总算有些值得回忆

喔这一季．．． 值得回忆

（爱情有什么道理歌词）

[Lv Blue Sky]

“走吧 走吧 人总要学着自己长大

走吧 走吧 人生难免经历苦痛挣扎

走吧 走吧 为自己的心找一个家

也曾伤心流泪 也曾黯然心碎

这是爱的代价”

（张艾嘉“爱的代价” 共勉之）