Few mths ago i started imagine i am my crush. Is it weird?

[Guest randomanonpasserby]

19m who have a crush on this 20f in my class. Previously i masturbate normally by laying tummy down on my bed and rubbing my kkj against my bolster been doing this when i started at 10. But few mths ago i start to imagine i am my crush while masturbating and in my mind i imagine i am her and i am kissing her bf 20m whose also in same class, sucking his cock, the cum shoot on face or pussy.  I even went to buy the female uniform and i wore a black bra or red bra depend on what is visible under her blouse on that day. I also went to buy a fbt shorts that she wore during sw lesson. I had the urge to swallow my cum after i shoot but i feel scared so didnt. 

 

Am i a gay for having such thought? But i like female

[doncoin]

Sam Rockwell's character sums up perfectly your experience. 

 

 

[Steve5380]

17 hours ago, Guest randomanonpasserby said:

19m who have a crush on this 20f in my class. Previously i masturbate normally by laying tummy down on my bed and rubbing my kkj against my bolster been doing this when i started at 10. But few mths ago i start to imagine i am my crush while masturbating and in my mind i imagine i am her and i am kissing her bf 20m whose also in same class, sucking his cock, the cum shoot on face or pussy.  I even went to buy the female uniform and i wore a black bra or red bra depend on what is visible under her blouse on that day. I also went to buy a fbt shorts that she wore during sw lesson. I had the urge to swallow my cum after i shoot but i feel scared so didnt. 

 

Am i a gay for having such thought? But i like female

 

Instead of such a complex scenario... you 19m have ever felt aroused by any 20 or younger m?  If so, you may have some gay inclinations in the continuum between fully straight and fully gay.  So you may have some bisexuality,  nothing that should worry you since it is not a problem.  Don't rush, and enjoy some real and safe sex with f or m later on, and hopefully stay away from anal sex.