Being A Gay Christian

[tjan_troy]

Since I chance upon this. I just finished writing up a bio for my site which comes in handy.

 

There you go:

 

I’ve been a staunch Christian since my secondary school years, deeply involved in Christian activities and camp committees, even playing the piano for my school’s chapel services. My peers were concerned that I might be heading down the path of clergy or pastoral work due to my deep commitment to my faith. When I first became aware of my same-sex attraction, I sought counseling and earnestly prayed, hoping to “pray the gay away”. I even considered marrying a woman named Caroline, believing that a spiritual encounter I had convinced me this was God’s plan for me—almost as if He had played a trick on me. This situation felt eerily similar to the story of Abraham, who was tested by God to sacrifice his son, but in my case, the circumstances ultimately prevented it from happening. Ten years into a marriage that never occurred, I remained steadfast in the belief that it would happen someday. During this time, I experienced a profound spiritual encounter, surrounded by witnesses—the leaders of my church. Through this encounter, we uncovered seven mysteries, which I later realised were the seven seals described in the Bible. I only recognised them as the seven seals after the sixth one was revealed, and when the seventh seal was disclosed, everything finally clicked and made sense. To fully understand and uncover these truths, I had to delve into the original Hebrew and Greek texts of the Bible. For twelve years, I’ve shared these revelations, though perhaps not always in the clearest or most concise way. This revelation came through a divine encounter much like Paul of Tarsus, along with hard work of exploring these truths through the prompting and leading of the Holy Spirit. I understand for most of you, if any, is only interested in knowing about the 5th seal.
 

Homosexuality is not a sin. https://www.tjantroy.com/seal-5 You can find all the evidences regarding why homosexuality is not a sin from the Bible perspective. I hope this helps!

[Steve5380]

11 minutes ago, tjan_troy said:

Since I chance upon this. I just finished writing up a bio for my site which comes in handy.

 

There you go:

 

I’ve been a staunch Christian since my secondary school years, deeply involved in Christian activities and camp committees, even playing the piano for my school’s chapel services. My peers were concerned that I might be heading down the path of clergy or pastoral work due to my deep commitment to my faith. When I first became aware of my same-sex attraction, I sought counseling and earnestly prayed, hoping to “pray the gay away”. I even considered marrying a woman named Caroline, believing that a spiritual encounter I had convinced me this was God’s plan for me—almost as if He had played a trick on me. This situation felt eerily similar to the story of Abraham, who was tested by God to sacrifice his son, but in my case, the circumstances ultimately prevented it from happening. Ten years into a marriage that never occurred, I remained steadfast in the belief that it would happen someday. During this time, I experienced a profound spiritual encounter, surrounded by witnesses—the leaders of my church. Through this encounter, we uncovered seven mysteries, which I later realised were the seven seals described in the Bible. I only recognised them as the seven seals after the sixth one was revealed, and when the seventh seal was disclosed, everything finally clicked and made sense. To fully understand and uncover these truths, I had to delve into the original Hebrew and Greek texts of the Bible. For twelve years, I’ve shared these revelations, though perhaps not always in the clearest or most concise way. This revelation came through a divine encounter much like Paul of Tarsus, along with hard work of exploring these truths through the prompting and leading of the Holy Spirit. I understand for most of you, if any, is only interested in knowing about the 5th seal.
 

Homosexuality is not a sin. https://www.tjantroy.com/seal-5 You can find all the evidences regarding why homosexuality is not a sin from the Bible perspective. I hope this helps!

 

I briefly read through your site and I find that you have good arguments to support that homosexuality is not a sin.

 

I came to the same conclusion since I started to experience homosexuality, as a teenager.  Earlier than that, as a little child educated in Catholic schools,  I never believed in the doctrine, neither the Jewish nor the Christian.  

 

And later on I found another justification for my disbelief:  if a religion can be wrong about one dogma,  like the condemnation of homosexuality,  such religion cannot be authentic, because the God of such religion would never tolerate a falsity in the way He, His word, is conveyed by the religion.  

[tjan_troy]

1 hour ago, Steve5380 said:

 

I briefly read through your site and I find that you have good arguments to support that homosexuality is not a sin.

 

I came to the same conclusion since I started to experience homosexuality, as a teenager.  Earlier than that, as a little child educated in Catholic schools,  I never believed in the doctrine, neither the Jewish nor the Christian.  

 

And later on I found another justification for my disbelief:  if a religion can be wrong about one dogma,  like the condemnation of homosexuality,  such religion cannot be authentic, because the God of such religion would never tolerate a falsity in the way He, His word, is conveyed by the religion.  

Although I discovered the lies that had crept into the church and been meditating the implications of that, and from what I discovered, indeed there’s a reason for all that had happened. To test the tenacity and the will of mankind to outdo ourselves and overcome our shortcomings whether collectively or as individuals, so that we can become a more illuminated species. 
 

I would gladly invite you to explore deeper into the content. The ebook is a condensed version of a future hardcopy in print. It gives a brief summary of what was discovered in that spiritual encounter. 
 

The non-Christian section of the 7things is a slightly beefed up version of the ebook, arranged in a more consequential manner, mirroring the content of the Christian section using laymen’s language.

 

Lastly, the Christian section dives into the Bible passages which was shown during the breaking of the 7 seals. Additionally, I put in my research materials to substantiate what I was shown to us through the leading of the spirit. You can find all my writings from the main page tjantroy.com

Edited February 20 by tjan_troy
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[Steve5380]

7 hours ago, tjan_troy said:

Although I discovered the lies that had crept into the church and been meditating the implications of that, and from what I discovered, indeed there’s a reason for all that had happened. To test the tenacity and the will of mankind to outdo ourselves and overcome our shortcomings whether collectively or as individuals, so that we can become a more illuminated species. 
 

I would gladly invite you to explore deeper into the content. The ebook is a condensed version of a future hardcopy in print. It gives a brief summary of what was discovered in that spiritual encounter. 
 

The non-Christian section of the 7things is a slightly beefed up version of the ebook, arranged in a more consequential manner, mirroring the content of the Christian section using laymen’s language.

 

Lastly, the Christian section dives into the Bible passages which was shown during the breaking of the 7 seals. Additionally, I put in my research materials to substantiate what I was shown to us through the leading of the spirit. You can find all my writings from the main page tjantroy.com

 

Thank you @tjan_troy for the information.  I might not read much of it,  since I am time limited.  About lies that had crept into the church,  isn't there a Holy Spirit to prevent this from happening?  Isn't the 3d person of the Divinity not doing its job? I found so much falsity in the Catholic doctrine learning about the Council of Nicea, in 325AD, where politics influenced which scriptures were chosen to make up such doctrine.  Where they "inspired by the Holy Spirit"?  If so, no falsity should have contaminated it.  And how could a Holy Trinity have tolerated the horrors of the Inquisition?   Of course one hears that this comes from the "human nature" of those responsible for the religion.  I accept this, including that it was this "human nature" what created the religion in the first place.  And it is my "human nature" that accepts this idea. 😄  And so I am in complete peace with my agnosticism.

[tjan_troy]

42 minutes ago, Steve5380 said:

 

Thank you @tjan_troy for the information.  I might not read much of it,  since I am time limited.  About lies that had crept into the church,  isn't there a Holy Spirit to prevent this from happening?  Isn't the 3d person of the Divinity not doing its job? I found so much falsity in the Catholic doctrine learning about the Council of Nicea, in 325AD, where politics influenced which scriptures were chosen to make up such doctrine.  Where they "inspired by the Holy Spirit"?  If so, no falsity should have contaminated it.  And how could a Holy Trinity have tolerated the horrors of the Inquisition?   Of course one hears that this comes from the "human nature" of those responsible for the religion.  I accept this, including that it was this "human nature" what created the religion in the first place.  And it is my "human nature" that accepts this idea. 😄  And so I am in complete peace with my agnosticism.

You can’t run away from the truth that’s inside you. You know all the answers deep down in your heart. We’re not to run away from the responsibility that’s handed down to us, but to embrace it boldly and make a change. First in ourselves and then to the world.

 

I have fought this battle alone for 12 years. Sometimes it feels overwhelming. But it makes a stronger version of me every time. Alone, or not, the march goes on.

 

As I march forward into the 12th year of receiving the revelation and calling to expose what the devil had done to deceive the whole world, to create this current situation with regards to politics as well as religion. Over centuries of lies and wars and misinformation, I understand it’s not something that I can forge with my tiny little hands to undo all of these. I just hope I could make some genuine friends on the process of marching on. 
 

I’ll be leaving Singapore soon, to take a break from this tiresome journey. Perhaps to a place where no man could find me. Whatever that I have documented, hopefully someone could run with it, so I can retire peacefully with Mother Earth.

[Steve5380]

On 2/20/2025 at 8:12 PM, tjan_troy said:

You can’t run away from the truth that’s inside you. You know all the answers deep down in your heart. We’re not to run away from the responsibility that’s handed down to us, but to embrace it boldly and make a change. First in ourselves and then to the world.

 

I have fought this battle alone for 12 years. Sometimes it feels overwhelming. But it makes a stronger version of me every time. Alone, or not, the march goes on.

 

As I march forward into the 12th year of receiving the revelation and calling to expose what the devil had done to deceive the whole world, to create this current situation with regards to politics as well as religion. Over centuries of lies and wars and misinformation, I understand it’s not something that I can forge with my tiny little hands to undo all of these. I just hope I could make some genuine friends on the process of marching on. 
 

I’ll be leaving Singapore soon, to take a break from this tiresome journey. Perhaps to a place where no man could find me. Whatever that I have documented, hopefully someone could run with it, so I can retire peacefully with Mother Earth.

 

I suspect that you are a nice idealist who pursues the good on earth.   I am a less nice realist who is at peace with what I have found so far:  while our heart (figuratively) thrives in our good emotions,  I cannot see how it can know any TRUTH. The physical truths are handled by our brain, while emotions... may not be driven by truths.  I perfectly understand and share some religious emotions,  but religions are not a proven truth.  It is regrettable, I wish that they were all true, but I find more rational to instead recognize and accept our total ( well... near total ) ignorance.  This can bring us peace among so much evil in the world,  because we don't know the reason and justification of evil.