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What we did this week -

Monday: SOC + BIC

Tuesday: 16KM Route March + BCCT

Wednesday: BPSM

Thursday: SOC

Friday: IPPT

What a week... just to book out at 14 30. When you're a solider, the simplest achievements give you the best satisfaction. Sad or simplicity?

On another note my 2.4KM run is stuck at borderline... 17 weeks into training and I'm only at 12:51 timing... which is pathetic. Ugh ugh ugh fats go away go away go away (otherwise i'd have no friends and no boyfriend and nothing and the list goes on and on and on and on)

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Everything is just falling and crumbling down. Friends are deserting me. Assholes are playing with my heart. Colleagues continue to poke fun at me for being "stupid" and "useless". Superiors continue to yell at me (and ironically refusing to allow me to transfer out of my unit). Thanks to some screwed management, I have no festive mood for Christmas, New Year or CNY. Family went for holiday without me. If not for my future, i would have AWOL-ed. The Singaporean men i see in my camp ... i feel ashamed and disgusted to call them my countrymen.

Bloody hell, cant even go back and see my maternal relatives.

My patriotism has been totally eliminated [say whatever you want, im not going to apologize].

Sianz.

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I just found out today that Anderson Cooper, Sir Ian Murray Mckellen, Zachary Quinto, Neil patrick Harris, David Burtka and Chris Colfer are all Geminis

I FEEL SO PROUD TO BE ONE TOO /RANDOM!

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"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all"

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善待对人。麻烦用英文来表达信息。不是每个人都会看的懂中文 “People need to learn the art of making an argument. Often there is no

right or wrong. It's just your opinion vs someone else's opinion. How you deliver that opinion could make the difference between opening a mind,

changing an opinion or shutting the door. Sometimes folk just don't know when they've "argued" enough. Learn when to shut up."

― J'son M. Lee 

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I think people as well as myself, judge others too quickly or unnecessarily. I'd rather be someone that people find strange, laughed at, mocked at, coz I truly enjoy my being and am growing as a person, as growth and how we re-create ourselves is limitless.

Some people die young coz of the risks in life they are willing to take (mountain climbing or engaging in certain stunts etc), to experience, to enjoy the moments of freedom and being fearless. They get mocked at for being careless even though they hadn't harmed a soul. Yet they are mocked by people for being stupid, people that generally conform to the norm.

I want to create a better self everyday to experience life and its goodness, than to lead a boring and safe life. Something I hope to remind myself daily, to work towards this notion :).

Art makes the world go round! Love is the entirety of it!

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Is there a problem with displaying of BW profile pictures. I thought it was only mine but I am seeing more cant be displayed.

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善待对人。麻烦用英文来表达信息。不是每个人都会看的懂中文 “People need to learn the art of making an argument. Often there is no

right or wrong. It's just your opinion vs someone else's opinion. How you deliver that opinion could make the difference between opening a mind,

changing an opinion or shutting the door. Sometimes folk just don't know when they've "argued" enough. Learn when to shut up."

― J'son M. Lee 

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The older we get the sadder we become.

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The older we become, the greater the loneliness.

As people start to disappear from our lives, so does our ability to love as well.

"Is it possible to love and never be afraid of losing them?

At the same time, is it possible that we can live our entire lives without loving someone?

That's my loneliness, I fear it will continue to get worse."

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no, I don't engage in ONS and flings because I'm a sex-crazed monster (oh wait, I actually am one)... no I don't engage in them because I only want sex - there're many more things I want, but can't say, because I think it's silly to let people know you actually really want to love and to be loved...

it's easier to go for a ONS than to be disappointed again and again... maybe I'm escaping, or indulging in myself, but... it's not like I'm in any position to wish for a miracle.

maybe life is as such...

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My past few relationships don't last more than half a year because I was not exactly the best bf candidate then. It has been years since I dated any one. It doesn't help that I have a very small group of friends and don't meet new people. In 2012, 3 of my friends got hitched. So it's xmas eve and I have nothing to do and nobody to do it with. I am starting to ask myself if I am unloveable. Having been single for so long, I am getting to be real good at it and very used to doing things my way. Which means it will be difficult switching back to "compromise" mode when you are in a relationship. I would like to cut down on gratuitous sex with complete strangers but even finding a friend with benefits seems like mission impossible, much less someone to just hold and cuddle. Am I doomed?

Im very very scared of this too.

Sianz.

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My past few relationships don't last more than half a year because I was not exactly the best bf candidate then. It has been years since I dated any one. It doesn't help that I have a very small group of friends and don't meet new people. In 2012, 3 of my friends got hitched. So it's xmas eve and I have nothing to do and nobody to do it with. I am starting to ask myself if I am unloveable. Having been single for so long, I am getting to be real good at it and very used to doing things my way. Which means it will be difficult switching back to "compromise" mode when you are in a relationship. I would like to cut down on gratuitous sex with complete strangers but even finding a friend with benefits seems like mission impossible, much less someone to just hold and cuddle. Am I doomed?

more than 5 of my friends got hithced this year. as happy as I am for them, can't help but to feel something sour inside me...

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