Story/Encounters Crumplerboi Midnight Kayaks (Life Story)

[youngyang]

To my own take... I read it as a "Just a story" I even picture myself to be Aaron or Bryant, the character in the story....sometimes...

Dun be grumpy abt what ppl say... "It is just a story".

Cheers.

Edited January 12, 2013 by youngyang

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Edited July 18, 2020 by omgwthwtf

[jarboy]

Wow. You should post your story on Wattpad (http://www.wattpad.com/)

More people will be able to read it. There are stories of nearly every genre available on wattpad

[robin]

When I first read Aaron's story,it was just a very nice story to me. I dont feel that Byrant is a screwed up guy because the  story is just based on Aaron's perspective of the whole matter. 

But after reading Byrant's reply (assuming it is really his reply), to you Aaron;  You are better off with someone else, or even alone. 

[estee12]

ouch. Bryant, maybe its time for you to write the story with your own point of view. You may get your own supporters tho!

[Guest -OhYeah-]

agree with estee 12. Bryant should have his own point of view than we as reader can have another round of kinky story to read!!

[Guest Byrant T.L.]

It has come to my attention that a certain “somebody” was posing as me. Let me clarify a few matters on hand before I shoot some bullets. First and foremost, I will give you 3 days prior to this post just a simple question if you are really me.

What is my full name minus the surname?

Certainly am amused by the way you placed yourself in my shoe and pretended to be me. Pretentious whore, try harder because you are nowhere close to being me. Are you ashamed of whom you are that you have to fill in someone else’s shoes? Be proud of who you are because like Aaron always mentioned “We all bleed red, color is just skin deep “

You did manage to hit a few bull eyes here and there though most of it is utterly rubbish. If my gut feeling serves me right, I know your true identity. And perhaps, just maybe you are that someone whom Aaron ignored and you went into a rage, driving him down for such a paltry matter.

What if he does not want to reveal his horoscope or zodiac sign to you? So what if his love life has been fairy tale liked as you described. Furthermore, Aaron was not born with a golden spoon. He worked his way up and yes though his methods of very orthodox and dubious, I respected him for his hard work.

So called “Byrant” get your facts right that I did not call Aaron Princess. Instead it was my current that I have pet name for. Another thing is, ME IN LAW? ARE YOU ******* ME? I was in the same University with Aaron, same course and we graduated together so where is the LAW ME? I am in LSE at this present moment, certainly nothing lawful on that matter.

I without doubt not a chick magnet and my dad is a judgmental person. It was not till Aaron came along that he was rather “open” about our relationship. Aaron did not tie me down like some old married couple. It was a mutual thing between us; we never expected anything spectacular from each other. I do not use Y’Know just to let you know.

For the record, twisting and twisting, digging and digging? Pretentious whore my vocabulary is not limited to that extent of a nursery kid like, yours.

I quote you “Why did I not let him go with a clean break?” – Readers of Aaron’s Crumplerboi Midnight Kayaks, let me ask you one simple question. Has the author himself written the concluding chapter? How can this Pretentious Whore make such a statement?

I never described Aaron as my Anchor. I always tell other’s he was the Angel in my life who never gives up on me. Tickle my funny bone Pretentious Whore, if you are trying to make Aaron’s story up a notch, definitely doing it wrong. He does not need the likes of you to do all these stunts. Aaron did confide in me before he wrote about our life story. I told him to be honest with the readers and write with his heart. He did that but did not do one thing, which brings me to another point to this posting.

It seems a few have wanted my side of the story. The honest truth is that, Aaron has been writing and sharing what I would if I am the one writing it. Aaron covered up my bad points in many aspects. Did he mention on the birthday night I actually told him to **** off and find someone else. Or the part where he asked me how long have I been with Henry, I actually slapped him before crying. There are many negative reasons on my part that Aaron did not mentioned. Knowing him, he does not like to let other’s dirty laundry out.

Yes I agree I am an asshole like Aaron described but we did have a clean break up. I still do contact Aaron once in awhile and say hello to him though Henry is being over protective and dislikes me having any form of communication with Aaron. I am sure some of the members here have met Aaron in person and how he is. He did talk to me regarding the drinking session with some awesome individuals and how he wished he could say hello to every single one of them.

Go ahead Pretentious Whore, if you still hate Aaron or despise him for the reasons mentioned earlier in my reply, go ahead and asked around. I am sure his friends will reply willingly and tell you there are reasons why Aaron did not reveal certain private matters to the likes of you.

To end my reply which will probably my first and only here, my dad is not the way you described him in your posting. Please respect another person’s parents and do not try to taint them with your dubious manner. For the record, I did not inform Aaron that I was going to reply to the Pretentious Whore because when I contacted him he told me one thing.

“The only reason people try to bring you down or pretending to be you is simply the fact that person has not got any balls and guts to be himself but hides behind a screen and pretending no one knows him. The circle is small and I could not be bothered with the likes of such Pest”

There you go “Byrant” it was certainly amusing and entertaining while it lasted. I will still be waiting for your reply.

Happy 2013 Blowing Wind Members,

Byrant T.L.

[clueslessboii]

I'm so happy to see Byrant T.L. stands out for Aaron!!! :clap: WOW I'm so glad that you won't those type of person act out by that fake "Byrant". Seriously, cos by the way Aaron describe you in the story makes me hardly believe that you'll be such a bad ass to slam him on a forum. Cos you are always being described by Aaron as a very nice person like an angel though in terms of r/s that part you are a bit bad ass but that's a thing which no one will know when will it change. Thus, no one can be blamed entirely. Like the phrase "Need two hands to clap". And you are seriously such a good person, though in the past you did wrong but you still stand out for Aaron by being honest with those missing parts Aaron covered up for you. I seriously need to salute the two of you having such an awesome past memories(ignoring the bad part since it's over)!!!

Finally seen something good again cos that post seriously did shock me being the reader of Both

Cheers to both of you!

And I *Salute*

[LughMly]

Umm. Where's the next? :'(

[Guest Guest_612]

Not meant to criticise or anything, but does anyone realize that the way Aaron types, is the same as how both the pseudo-Bryant and "Real Bryant" types? For one, they all tend to capitalize the first letter of adjectives used before nouns, like "Pretentious Whore", by -Bryant T.L.-, "Beef wellington", by crumplerboi [a.k.a. Aaron], and "Princess", by the psudeo-Bryant. Of course, I'm not pointing fingers at anyone or anything, but could this just be a coincidence that all three of them have same typing styles? Of course, there are more examples littered in the many chapters of Aaron's recount.

I have been a reader of this series since chapter 1 or 2, and I feel that if Aaron is using such ways to get more attention to his thread, its a little shameless. I could be wrong,

[Guest Guest]

Besides the real and fake Byrant Controversy, where in the world is Aaron is he dead or what?!

[Yas1950]

Not meant to criticise or anything, but does anyone realize that the way Aaron types, is the same as how both the pseudo-Bryant and "Real Bryant" types? For one, they all tend to capitalize the first letter of adjectives used before nouns, like "Pretentious Whore", by -Bryant T.L.-, "Beef wellington", by crumplerboi [a.k.a. Aaron], and "Princess", by the psudeo-Bryant. Of course, I'm not pointing fingers at anyone or anything, but could this just be a coincidence that all three of them have same typing styles? Of course, there are more examples littered in the many chapters of Aaron's recount.

I have been a reader of this series since chapter 1 or 2, and I feel that if Aaron is using such ways to get more attention to his thread, its a little shameless. I could be wrong,

Besides the real and fake Byrant Controversy, where in the world is Aaron is he dead or what?!

GUESTS should refrain from making unkind and rude remarks about members writing. They should not question what they do not know or understand.

Writers need to take a break some time; they need to get inspiration before they write further.

Give them a break. (Here I am talking about all writers who really contribute; not just Crumpy)

Hope all you guests give us writers some kind of understanding! Thank you.

[Guest Guest_612]

GUESTS should refrain from making unkind and rude remarks about members writing. They should not question what they do not know or understand.

Writers need to take a break some time; they need to get inspiration before they write further.

Give them a break. (Here I am talking about all writers who really contribute; not just Crumpy)

Hope all you guests give us writers some kind of understanding! Thank you.

Pursuant to your comment, then nobody really understands or knows this whole story. I have read everything, just like everyone else, and by saying that I don't understand or know anything, implies that everyone else knows nothing? And shouldn't this be a recount, like what he claims? Why does he need inspiration?

[Crumplerboi]

Part 17 CHAPTER 3 (FINAL)

 

“ Aaron … “ Byrant called out to me, “ You aite? “ he asked.

 

Deep down I asked myself “ Am I aite? What you think? I should be happy or something or should I jump for joy that I have found out for the past one year, I was nothing but someone’s horny bucket ?! “ I looked at him and smiled. “ Nahx, am aite I supposed. Nonetheless Byrant, I am happy for you that finally you have come clean with me “ as I pushed him away from my grip.

 

“ Why are you pushing me away … Aaron ? “ the way he asked is as though nothing major had taken place. “ Does this mean you are breaking up with me? Aaron ! Please answer me. No Aaron please don’t, not here in London “

 

It made me snapped hearing his last sentence “ Not here then WHERE BYRANT ?! Do I have to wait for another year or two and become the bitch to fill your horny bucket ? is that what you want me to do. Byrant ! How selfish can you be, haven you given a thought bout how I may be feeling now after the revelation by you. Is all you ever care bout is yourself and not the people close to you. Spare some thought for me Byrant, I am Human after all. I have feelings and I do bleed red not green or yellow “

 

The air was mixture of sadness, anger and disappointment. I myself could not contain my emotions anymore. On one part I want to cry my heart out but on the other, I feel like punching this prick in front of me. I looked at him and calm myself down, bad move. It was something that I can never do with him, things began to subside and I began to feel sympathy for him. It pains my heart to see him sad but what is even more painful is that, someone whom I love, trust and cared for did all this things to me. The disappointment was beyond words. I cannot even describe it myself on how I was supposed feel or react after knowing the truth.

 

Byrant’s Dad greeted us at the end of the ride. He was in a cheerful mode and I did not want to spoil anything for the father and son. Thus, I had to put up by being plastic for the next 8 days. At that point of time, I really feel like taking the next flight out of London back to Singapore. But I was rational, what would become of Byrant if I left him abruptly. Will he do something stupid or will he just create a nuisance for himself with his dad. It took a lot of will power to convince myself not to do anything harsh to Byrant. That was how much I love and dote on him.

 

The mood drastically changed when we entered the restaurant. Byrant dad intro us to his female collegue and that got me smiling for abit.

 

“ Hey Janice, meet my boy and my son-in-law, Byrant & Aaron “ as he ushered us to seat. My eyes were fixated to her nephew and boyfriend.

 

“ This is my nephew Leonard and his partner Henry “ as she introduced us to her two boys. I told myself perhaps this London trip was rather a blessing in disguise. Perhaps it is for a fresh beginning. Byrant had to pinch my shoulder and whispered to me “ You are still my partner so stop looking at other people’s partner Aaron ! “

 

Vic Henry broke our comical moment “ HEY Aaron !!! Nice seeing you again. I guess its fated for me to meet you here “ as he turned around to Leonard, probably to take a pissed outta him.

 

“ Erm, Hi Vic, Hello Leonard. What a pleasant surprise. Small world after all ehh “ as I adjusted my napkin and getting the menu from the waiter.

 

“ You boys know each other or something? “ Janice interrupted our conversation.

 

“ Well you see Aunt Janice, someone got lost the other day and he hooked some SG fish by the Thames “ Leonard joining the convo. I knew he was getting back at Vic Henry for what he did earlier on. The dampen mood totally changed for myself. Byrant seems to be his normal self again and I totally forget bout what happened earlier.

 

We had best of the best. Followed by dessert and wine thereafter. The second half of the day was spend in the hotel with Byrant’s dad catching up with Janice and the boys talking among ourselves. Leonard went out to get some gum and surprisingly, Byrant volunteralily accompanied him. Well at least I got to catch up with Vic Henry and know him better. Such naughty thoughts and I feeling like a bitch at that moment instantaneously.

 

“ Hey Aaron, here you go “ Vic Henry slipped a piece of paper into my pocket.

 

“ What is that? “ I asked him.

 

“ Well I figured we could catch up a little in Singapore. I mean, you seem like a fun guy to be with. Always smiling and stuff even though there are things going on in your head. Would love to do coffee with you. Or do, You? “ As he smiled sheepishly and winking at me.

 

My, My, what a slut. There he is with his partner on a reconciliation trip, while here he is trying to hook me up or I supposed. At that moment I told myself, what gives right? Besides I have already made up my mind with Byrant. He will be probably more than happy that we are going to have a clean break and nothing dramatic, I supposed. I looked at Vic Henry and just smiled. For the first time on the whole London trip, I felt a sense of warmness and calamity after what has happened. Soon after Byrant and Leonard came back with their short errand.

 

“ Everything good? “ Byrant asked sounding concerned.

 

His dad interrupted our conversation “ Well boys, it is getting late. Let us all retire back at our rooms “

 

We bid farewell outside the restaurant but not before Vic Henry gave me a cheeky smile and wink which made Byrant a little uncomfortable. He looked irritated by my smile while I did not give a flying fish bout it. Back at the hotel room, nothing much were spoken between us. Byrant was busy on his laptop playing his game while I just read a book by the window. My thoughts were drifted far away; it was drifted to Vic Henry. What was this feeling that I was getting in my tummy, a funny sensation I thought to myself. The usual routine of Byrant when he gets Horny and slowly crawls towards me. We did not had an adventurous make out session that night. We just kissed, cuddle and a little nibbling which soon made both of us drift into dreamland.

 

Our Vacation was coming to an end and on the day before we were scheduled to fly back to Singapore, Byrant did something unexpected. I was packing my luggage and his when he came and sat on the edge of the bed. I was busy packing that I did not noticed him staring at me. I shifted my attention towards him for a short moment and asked him “ What is wrong Byrant ? “

 

“ Nothing of importance I guess. Well maybe it is. So … have you … well … you know, like urm made up your mind? I mean is this how the chapter of our love story is going to end? Will you not give me another chance to amend for my mistakes and perhaps prove to you that even a saint will commit a mistake once in his lifetime “

 

I looked at him and smiled. No words were exchanged between us for the next minute or so. I was almost done packing my things when I noticed he was sobbing. It did not help much that I get all soft and such when someone close to me cries even though I know that person has committed a grave mistake. I wiped away his tears with my hoodie and hugged him tight.

 

“ Shshshsh my little Dinosaur, don’t cry for me. Be strong all right? Life doesn’t end with me. You know I am not that kind of ass who ruins a honeymoon right? I don’t want to see you shed anymore tears for me my angel. What has transcended in the past, let us both take it as a learning journey and move on. Perhaps it will make us a better and wiser individual. Or maybe it will let us know how to handle similar situations in future to come. What matters is that you are happier now. The fact you don’t have to hide from me anymore about your relationship with Henry. And to know that ultimately, you will not hurt me anymore with your actions. Byrant, I still love you as my bestie as someone whom I grew up with. Someone who shed tears n blood with me. I will remember every moment I had with you as partners. My departure from your life does not mean that it is the end. It is just for this chapter to come to a closure and both of us can fulfill our personal agenda on our own. You are my first BF Byrant and I thank you for these 2 wonderful years you had with me. Let us not dwell on this anymore but be happy for each other. You know I will always keep my side of the bargain “ I said to him…

 

It didn’t help that Byrant kept sobbing even more. I had to comfort him and assured him that no matter how bad the circumstances were, I will always be there for him. Byrant hugged me so tightly that I had to tell him that he is actually squeezing the life out of me.

 

“ Aaron… will you do one last thing for me “ Byrant looked at me with those teary eyes of his.

 

“ If I could, I would Byrant. I will definitely try my level best to do anything for you. You know that “ as I assured him.

 

“ Let me still be yours until school reopens. And I want you to be there when I inform Henry of this news. Just let me spend the last couple of days with you before school begins. “ That was his final request to me. I nodded and smiled at him. The truth fact is, I actually did not want to let him go. I want to still be with him even if I end up being hurt. He spends the rest of the hour hugging me before Byrant’s dad came to fetch us to the airport.

 

“ Aaron, can I speak to you in private “ Byrant’s dad gestured to me.

 

“ Uhh sure Dad, sups? “ I asked him.

 

“ Well, how shall I put it? I don’t even know where to start. Let me see, well how do I put it to words… It is about Byrant. I heard everything from Victoria way before you both flew in. I know every single details and Aaron … “ his dad grabbed my hands. “ Please forgive Byrant. I know he has been a pain in the ass for you, and I am aware of his wrong doings. But please do not forsake the friendship you both had forged and bonded over the years “

 

“ Dad, looked. I have made up my mind certainly. But one thing I can assure you, my friendship with Byrant can never be broken by any individual or ongoing. Till this very day, I still and will always love him like my own flesh and blood “ I told Byrant’s dad.

 

His dad gave me a big warm hugged and sobbed a little. “ You are after all an angel Aaron. You remind me of my wife “

 

Okay that sentence from him was a little creepy that I reminded him of his wife but given the situation I just hugged him back tightly and bid him farewell. As the announcement was made over the PA system for us to board our flight, we gave Byrant’s dad one final hug before bidding goodbye. Byrant wrap his arms around me as we walked towards to departure gate. He looked at me and smiled and thanked me for the wonderful time I had given him in London. I gave him a light peck on his cheeks, which made him blush.

 

The long flight home was not particularly full of conversations. Byrant just rested his shoulders on me throughout the flight home and held my arms tightly only to release it when I needed the gents. For the first time in our 2 years relationship, I feel so loved by him and the warmness, which was beyond any words, can describe. His chauffeur at the airport greeted us and from the facial expression I knew who was waiting for Byrant.

 

 

“ Hey Love, how was your trip to London with your BF? “ a familiar voice echoed from a distance. It was Henry; his face was filled with smiles and happiness as he saw Byrant. I took a step back as Henry approached Byrant and gave him a hug. Uncle Tan gave a look of disappointment and patted me on my back.

 

“ You okay Aaron? “

 

“ Yeah am all cool. No worries. By the way Byrant’s dad send his regards to you Uncle Tan. Don’t worry aite, I had a long good chat with Byrant and all is good now “ saying all this half heartedly but trying to put on a brave front. What shocked me next was Byrant’s response to Henry,

 

“ Henry, let go. We need a timeout. I need time away from you and we will figure things out when school reopens. As for now, let me be with the person who has been there for me all these while. That person is standing right there “ as he walked towards me and hugged me. Henry’s reaction to the whole situation certainly left him in awe. He could not believe what had just come out of Byrant’s mouth. Henry did not move or react, he just stood there in disbelief at what was thrown to him. I was in the least mood to even rubbed it onto Henry face at what had just taken place. I took Byrant’s luggage and walked away leaving both of them to settle whatever thing they had with each other.

 

No words were exchanged between us when we were walking towards the car. I told him that I wanted to head home and unpacked and maybe, we could meet a little later for dinner or drink. It was just an excuse to get away from Byrant. My heart was not there anymore with him, I just wanted a timeout and to sort out my own things. But being me, I was too soft and did not bear to leave Byrant alone. Thus after unpacking that noon, I quickly changed and went out to meet him at Heeren. Had a little to drink over at Balcony and the night was spend watching Scary Movie 3. If I am not mistaken, its been sometime so there are little info here and there that I forgot. Mind you that was like almost a decade ago or more.

 

I stuck to my end of the bargain. I spend almost everyday with Byrant during our final days. Sooner then expected, when you are enjoying yourself, usually time flies very fast. Within a blink of an eye, school already re-opened and I brace myself for what to come. I planned on parting ways just before morning assembly but having to take the Pledge for the whole school and having such emotions was a bad idea.

 

“ Hello Aaron, Good Morning !!! “ Byrant greeted me at the usual spot with a chirpy voice and a big smile on his face. I could not make out whether he is happy to be parting ways with me or he is just putting on a strong front so as not to appear weak.

 

“ Morning Byrant “ as I hugged him and planted a kiss on his lips. The usual routine of buying me breakfast never changed. Deep down, i want this thing so bad that I did not want it to end. But I have already made up my mind and I could not live with the fact that I am someone else’s second best or the third person in another’s relationship. We walked together as usual towards the school gate. Byrant was smiling all the way to himself while I just bit my lip and kept walking. Everyone seems to be in a splendid mood that morning. Everyone except me, with my feelings swaying both ways and butterflies in my tummy.

 

“ ehhh …. “ Byrant adjusted my tie and button up my last button. “ doing pledge today right? Look smart and look good for me will you “ as he pinched my cheeks. Instant meltdown whenever he does that and knowing that after today, we would go back to square one. I could not looked at him fearing that I will just breakdown in front of him. We had breakfast at our usual spot and went for our morning assembly. The whole day seems to pass by at a slow speed. One part of me wanted the day to end quickly while the other just wants time to stop and let me enjoy the moment.

 

I was sitting at the canteen waiting for him to finish his things when I got a text from Victoria.

 

“ Hey Babe, be strong : ) when a good thing is taken away from you, something better will eventually come along “ her text to me. I just replied with a smiley face and sat there stoning. For the past 2 years, it was a wonderful time for me. The days spend together, the fun joy and laughter. Nothing can take that beautiful memoirs of Byrant & myself. I was stoning so deep that I did not realised he was sitting beside me.

 

“ earth to Aaron “ he snapped his fingers.

 

“ ouh, hello Byrant. Sorry was trying to recall what was the lesson bout earlier “ I told him. He just rolled his eyes at me and smiled. He sat there staring at me and his face show signs of regret. Before I could even opened my mouth to speak, he places his fingers on my lips and told me to shshsh. “ Let me begin aite, Aaron? “ Byrant told me.

 

“ The past 2 years has been the bestest time of my life. Aaron we have been friends for almost our entire life. You never fail to cheer me up when I am down and always give me positive things to look in life. You taught me to ignore what the haters say and do what your heart wants you to. Remember when you always mentioned haters would be haters because either they wanna be you but they cant or they rather traffic their time and attention to you because they crave your attention. From those words of yours I learn to never let those negative masses influenced my decisions. And today, I respect the decision you have made and I will never blame you for anything. Aaron thank you for everything, thank you for standing by me even though I have been a total asshole towards you. From here on, I really hope we will still remain friends and perhaps go to the time before our relations were up one notch. I hope we both can take this as a learning journey and maybe gain this experienced for our future self. Once again, thank you Aaron, for everything. “

 

I just sat there biting my lips and no words came out of my mouth. It took me a whole ten minutes before I could react. I opened up my bag and took out an envelope. Inside contain the letter, which I had written the night before for him. Everything that I want or wanted to say is all in there. “ Here you go Byrant, for you “ I passed him the letter. I told him to head home and read it.

 

“ So this is it yeah Aaron “ as he hold my hands and let out a sigh. I inched closer to him and gave him a tight hug to assure him that I will still be here.

 

“ I wish you the bestest of luck with Henry, Byrant. Rest assured we will still hang and I will remain your bestie “ as I smiled, picked up my bag and left him. With a heavy heart, I walked out of school and turned towards Queensway shopping centre direction. Well it took both of us quite awhile before things began to go back on its usual path. Till today, I still keep in touch with Byrant though both of us are countries apart. He was back during my busy period but flying off soon to London back to where he belongs. Yes, Henry is still together with him till today and I am very happy for them.

 

That is the end of The Byrant Chapter. I wont take too long of a break to continue my next story. I want to thank every single one of you who has been taking your time to read my story and have your thoughts on it. Whatever that comes to me, I take it with a pinch of salt and accept both negative and positive feedback. Though during my absence, there are hate mails that came in some trying very hard to bring me down. I could not tell you people how happy I am to received such mails because without personalities like you guys, life would be mundane. They say you cannot please everyone BUT if you do, there is something wrong.

 

Special mentions goes out to my Abang Yas and Marky for always being there to listen. My daddy who is on the forum but choose to be a silent reader. Thank you daddy for supporting me all this while. Mummy misses you a lot so when she is back, spend more time with her ok? To people like James, thank you for inviting for the regular drinking session. Peeps like Wil & Colspo I will holla you guys when we can find the time. And last but not least, welcoming my better half to the community with his profile being up(with picture) last week.

 

I wish all BW admins, members & readers a good week ahead and many blessings. 

Edited March 26, 2013 by Crumplerboi

[angel_dust]

hopefully another session soon.

 

Keep it up!

[Guest JUSTrand]

omg.. kill me. LOL.

can i know did bryant really get together with henry after that?

 

you were so young, so brave.

[Yas1950]

You resumed writing again!

Great going!

Still trying to find the time and inspiration to resume.

Hopefully sooner than later.

Another good write. You're ok Man!

Yas

[Guest guest]

reading your thread, I don't understand why you will attract haters?please continue the next story crumpey.

[ColSpo]

haha.. aaron.. welcome back with ur writing again.. looking forward for ur next chapter of a new book! take care..

Edited March 28, 2013 by ColSpo

[Blissfull]

I know I might sound like a bitter man. I can understand how you would forgive him regardless of the bullshit he gave you but I don't know how can you not hate someone like that who literally used you and left you.

 

Still, a good read. Maybe you would like to take down each chapter, then do a grammar revision or it or something haha.

[coeurdelaurent]

I'm very very touched by this. All I can say, is GOOD WORK. I'm a budding Literature student, and I must say that your life is really a work of Art. I really appreciate you for sharing so candidly.

Indeed, Life is meant to imitate Art.

[evergreen]

I spent an afternoon reading the entire story. I am really touched with your bravery towards life and how you embrace things gracefully and positively even at the age of 17. 

 

Now that you have moved on, I am happy for you and look forward to more writings from you.

[FallenAngel]

Aaron, it's been a long hiatus. But this honestly made it hard for me to breathe...

[Guest Guest]

Aaron it was a nice touching story you had there. Your story have made me want to confess to him. I know that he may be a little uncomfortable and I am prepared to risk my 6 yrs of friendship. However I will only confess to him aft our ALvls end even it's a little distracting for me to focus on my studies.

[melvinlam90]

I was supposed to be studying, but well, this story just kept me captivated from the start till the end.

 

It did made me teared a little ><

 

But at the very least, both of you are still on talking terms, which I would guess, would probably be the best scenario after all of that has happened. 

 

Wishing you a happy and fulfilling future with your partner! 

[Crumplerboi]

hopefully another session soon.

 

Keep it up!

 

 

omg.. kill me. LOL.

can i know did bryant really get together with henry after that?

 

you were so young, so brave.

 

Holla James,

Sure bro holla me up when you are available & somewhere brighter

aite not PP  :yuk:

 

Holla JUSTrand,

Yup he is currently at this present moment attached to Mr Hendry.

well that was almost a decade ago, not so young now

 

take care guys 

[Crumplerboi]

You resumed writing again!

Great going!

Still trying to find the time and inspiration to resume.

Hopefully sooner than later.

Another good write. You're ok Man!

Yas

 

 

reading your thread, I don't understand why you will attract haters?please continue the next story crumpey.

 

Holla Abang Yas

Yes like finally resumed. Not so much Japanese Wasabi to handle

thus i have slightly more time to resume writing. Hope on your side,

things are all good. Just resume when you feel like it and when you

find the inspiration aite Abang.

Hugs ~

 

Holla Guest,

Hahah no Idea dont care dont wanna know. Cheers mate ~

[Crumplerboi]

haha.. aaron.. welcome back with ur writing again.. looking forward for ur next chapter of a new book! take care..

 

 

I know I might sound like a bitter man. I can understand how you would forgive him regardless of the bullshit he gave you but I don't know how can you not hate someone like that who literally used you and left you.

 

Still, a good read. Maybe you would like to take down each chapter, then do a grammar revision or it or something haha.

 

Holla ColSpo,

Hahah thanks man... yup hopefully it will be soon. Well will holla you soon aite. Be good man 

 

Holla Impere,

No worries on that man, no bitterness at all haha. I have learn to live and to love even if that somebody has hurt me or

do things which are rather hurtful. To me, just forget and live. Besides life is too short to hate someone. I rather let ppl hate

me but I love them. It would make the world a better place for you and for me and for the entire universe haha  :clap:

 

Ouh yup i do agree on the grammar part and such i do notice it. But i usually just type and post it up. I thank you though

for the positive feedback. Take care my good man 

[Crumplerboi]

I'm very very touched by this. All I can say, is GOOD WORK. I'm a budding Literature student, and I must say that your life is really a work of Art. I really appreciate you for sharing so candidly.

Indeed, Life is meant to imitate Art.

 

 

I spent an afternoon reading the entire story. I am really touched with your bravery towards life and how you embrace things gracefully and positively even at the age of 17. 

 

Now that you have moved on, I am happy for you and look forward to more writings from you.

 

Holla coeurdelaurent,

Thank you for your kind words my good man. Just sharing my part for readers out there. I am glad that you enjoyed the read and hopefully

continue to read the next chapter which will be up soon. Life is Art afterall. Love your quote ... Have a good weekend my dear friend cheers

to you  :clap:

 

Holla evergreen,

Hey man, you dont know how much that means to me. for you to actually taking time off to read my story, appreciate the support man. Well

it is life lessons that i bring it with me till this very day. Take care man 

[Crumplerboi]

生活有爱幸福，为爱生活愚蠢

 

Good story. Cheers,

 

 

Aaron, it's been a long hiatus. But this honestly made it hard for me to breathe...

 

Holla Larry,

生活有爱幸福，为爱生活愚蠢

Agree much. Thank you for dropping by Larry. Hope to read more from you soon.

Cheers.

 

Holla Aaron,

How you been my twin haha. Yup been quite awhile due to work reasons and such.

You need CPR ?  :yuk:  just kidding... continue with yours soon aite. Be looking forward

to it. Take good care of yourself Twin 

[G a b]

Aww, its the end, it ended like that.... :'( i must say that your brave enough to continue on the journey to the end.... Shed a tears or two reading your story.... Hope all guys are like you, truthful and love the other half deeply.... To the extend that you continue to held him tightly even when you knew he is letting go. All the best to you! And remember, what goes around comes around! Hope you find you other half, and get to enjoy the loving doving moments!

Cheers!

[Crumplerboi]

Aww, its the end, it ended like that.... :'( i must say that your brave enough to continue on the journey to the end.... Shed a tears or two reading your story.... Hope all guys are like you, truthful and love the other half deeply.... To the extend that you continue to held him tightly even when you knew he is letting go. All the best to you! And remember, what goes around comes around! Hope you find you other half, and get to enjoy the loving doving moments!

Cheers!

 

Holla G a b,

Well not all ending to a story is a happy ever after but cheers mate, thank you for reading my story. Awww dont cry aite else i have to run there

and wipe your tear ahahaha kidding  :yuk: well i am not the bestest of guy and i believe each and everyone of us has our very own unique sets of

traits which is beautiful in our better half eyes. Yup agree what goes around comes around and yeah i have been with my current one for the past 

year. Our 1 year anniversary just over a few weeks back. You too aite Gab, hope you have a wonderful moment with your better half or your love

ones. Take good care man and have a wonderful weekend.

 

Cheers

[Crumplerboi]

Aaron it was a nice touching story you had there. Your story have made me want to confess to him. I know that he may be a little uncomfortable and I am prepared to risk my 6 yrs of friendship. However I will only confess to him aft our ALvls end even it's a little distracting for me to focus on my studies.

 

 

I was supposed to be studying, but well, this story just kept me captivated from the start till the end.

 

It did made me teared a little ><

 

But at the very least, both of you are still on talking terms, which I would guess, would probably be the best scenario after all of that has happened. 

 

Wishing you a happy and fulfilling future with your partner! 

 

Holla Guest,

Thank you guest for your kind words. Well my advice or i would say my take on your situation, concentrate on your A levels first. The part

on confessing to him, you might wanna think bout scenarios or situation or how it will turn out to be in the end. Take your time my young 

Padawan. well if you need ya can just holla me up. I be more than glad to listen to give words of encouragement. Cheers aite, everything

will be fine dont ponder on it too much. 

 

Holla MelvinLam,

Hahaha thanks loads for taking time off your studies to actually read my story. That really means alot to me knowing that i distracted you haha

just pulling your leg my dear friend. Well i myself did teared a little when i wrote this story. recalling back those times and such, but nonetheless,

yes we are still on talking term just that he is in another country while im here. 

 

Well bless you with good days ahead with your partner if you have one melvin. If not just enjoy the moment and cherish the wonderful moments

of life 

 

I am currently in the midst of looking at my partner story that he wrote. Will post it up on behalf of him when he is done with chapter 7. It is not

a life story but more to a read. And yes you guys can look forward to better grammar and english there for you guys who always ask me to check.

just kidding aite, all ends good. 

 

Have a good weekend you guys 

[Waltz]

It must have been incredibly painful and yet brave of you to let go of someone that you spent so many years together with. 

It's always been my understanding that loving someone ain't about holding on to him, but rather giving him the best that you can. Guess deep inside you loved him more, and you were the braver one of the 2.

A very beautiful story story written indeed and I hope that wherever you are right now, life is treating you well.

Dedicating this song to you, albeit late as you've already fully grasp the meaning behind the song, but to the younger counterparts, sometimes it takes more to let go than to hold on.

 

Happy Early Easter!


Regards,

W

Edited March 30, 2013 by Waltz

[FallenAngel]

Holla Aaron,

How you been my twin haha. Yup been quite awhile due to work reasons and such.

You need CPR ?  :yuk:  just kidding... continue with yours soon aite. Be looking forward

to it. Take good care of yourself Twin 

 

Haha, apologies I havent been writing, caught up with school fyp =/ amazed that you still remember me hahah

[melvinlam90]

Holla MelvinLam,

Hahaha thanks loads for taking time off your studies to actually read my story. That really means alot to me knowing that i distracted you haha

just pulling your leg my dear friend. Well i myself did teared a little when i wrote this story. recalling back those times and such, but nonetheless,

yes we are still on talking term just that he is in another country while im here. 

 

Well bless you with good days ahead with your partner if you have one melvin. If not just enjoy the moment and cherish the wonderful moments

of life 

 

I am currently in the midst of looking at my partner story that he wrote. Will post it up on behalf of him when he is done with chapter 7. It is not

a life story but more to a read. And yes you guys can look forward to better grammar and english there for you guys who always ask me to check.

just kidding aite, all ends good. 

hey Crumplerboi, yup, I have a partner, and I love him dearly:) thanks for the blessings ^^

[Guest Guest]

Hey Aaron, thanks for the advice. Like my teachers said its better to have your heart broken after A Levels than before A Levels. Hahahaa. Furthermore he was the one that ignite the flame in me to work hard. He was the source of motivation during my O Levels and eventually we both ended up in the same JC a good one and also in the same class. And i do not want to be akward around him too but we since the feelings for him developed in Secondary 3 I felt that not only me feel tension and awkwardness when we are alone with each other. We were not very bubbly like we did when we were in Sec 1. I am a very bubbly person and I cant be that bubbly whenever I am with him and I think he does feel hurt that I treat him a little differently from the rest though. Even though from a boy school both of us, I find it easier to interact with girls than interacting with him.

 

Furthermore, there are some instances that suggest he is either a bi or homo. In sec sch i caught him staring at my friend's butt before while my friend is only in his undies. He also did once went around the class touching which people has bubbly butts. Whenever people called him gay or what he does not react, he will just remain silent. In JC now he is always hanging out with this girl from my class. He was also the first one to befriended her on FB. So i am receiving mixed reactions.

 

Ive wrote a confession letter to him a year ago when we were in JC1 after I had some disagreements with him. Ive told him about my unhappiness during our start of JC life and my best friend said it bounds to happen since my friendship with him is getting closer but as each day pass i felt that we are getting distant. I hope of sending him the email when our last A Lvl paper finishes. I am not going for prom so it would not be awkward for him or for me. Please tell me if i am making a right choice cause i believe that if you love something you should let go of it and i am ready to break my friendship with him. I wrote in the letter telling him to reply on my birthday which is on the 4/1 so i have to wait for 2014 to find out. 

Holla Guest,

Thank you guest for your kind words. Well my advice or i would say my take on your situation, concentrate on your A levels first. The part

on confessing to him, you might wanna think bout scenarios or situation or how it will turn out to be in the end. Take your time my young 

Padawan. well if you need ya can just holla me up. I be more than glad to listen to give words of encouragement. Cheers aite, everything

will be fine dont ponder on it too much. 

[Crumplerboi]

It must have been incredibly painful and yet brave of you to let go of someone that you spent so many years together with. 

It's always been my understanding that loving someone ain't about holding on to him, but rather giving him the best that you can. Guess deep inside you loved him more, and you were the braver one of the 2.

A very beautiful story story written indeed and I hope that wherever you are right now, life is treating you well.

Dedicating this song to you, albeit late as you've already fully grasp the meaning behind the song, but to the younger counterparts, sometimes it takes more to let go than to hold on.

 

Happy Early Easter!

Regards,

W

 

 

Haha, apologies I havent been writing, caught up with school fyp =/ amazed that you still remember me hahah

 

Holla Waltz,

Thank you for the song Mr W. hahaha and yeah life is treating me fairly i guess. Not everyday is Sunday but i love my

Mondays though. Yup it was tough back during the days, but i guess it is a life learning journey for myself. Hope you

have a beautiful Sunday ahead. Enjoy it with your love ones. Cheers !!!

 

Holla Aaron,

Yup understand man no worries. We will catch up hopefully when you are done with ya FYP ~ Take care aitez ~

[Crumplerboi]

Holla MelvinLam,

 

Well that is nice to hear. stay happy always aite and catch you around soon man.

Have a wonderful Sunday Ahead... cheers 

[Crumplerboi]

Hey Aaron, thanks for the advice. Like my teachers said its better to have your heart broken after A Levels than before A Levels. Hahahaa. Furthermore he was the one that ignite the flame in me to work hard. He was the source of motivation during my O Levels and eventually we both ended up in the same JC a good one and also in the same class. And i do not want to be akward around him too but we since the feelings for him developed in Secondary 3 I felt that not only me feel tension and awkwardness when we are alone with each other. We were not very bubbly like we did when we were in Sec 1. I am a very bubbly person and I cant be that bubbly whenever I am with him and I think he does feel hurt that I treat him a little differently from the rest though. Even though from a boy school both of us, I find it easier to interact with girls than interacting with him.

 

Furthermore, there are some instances that suggest he is either a bi or homo. In sec sch i caught him staring at my friend's butt before while my friend is only in his undies. He also did once went around the class touching which people has bubbly butts. Whenever people called him gay or what he does not react, he will just remain silent. In JC now he is always hanging out with this girl from my class. He was also the first one to befriended her on FB. So i am receiving mixed reactions.

 

Ive wrote a confession letter to him a year ago when we were in JC1 after I had some disagreements with him. Ive told him about my unhappiness during our start of JC life and my best friend said it bounds to happen since my friendship with him is getting closer but as each day pass i felt that we are getting distant. I hope of sending him the email when our last A Lvl paper finishes. I am not going for prom so it would not be awkward for him or for me. Please tell me if i am making a right choice cause i believe that if you love something you should let go of it and i am ready to break my friendship with him. I wrote in the letter telling him to reply on my birthday which is on the 4/1 so i have to wait for 2014 to find out. 

 

Holla Guest,

Well your teacher is right, now is not the time to get that heart of yours broken or distracted by boys. Focus on the books and thereafter, go break it all you want. hahaha just pulling ya leg man. Well, i can relate to your situation as it is similar to mine one way or another. Sometimes, when things go beyond the level of friednship, things starts to rock. And when that happens, it is best you step back or go ahead with you feelings. Either way, if the results are good, why not right? 

 

Well people do change when transition happens and maybe he has change his preference. Or maybe they are just friends? either way, if you really treasure the friendship you have with him, my advise is just remain it that way. I know it sucks but hey why jeopardize it right? they say you can be friends after you break up. LOL unlikely cause things will be very awkward and different. But i do admire your courage for wanting to confess to him. You should just go to prom you know enjoy yourself before NS. experience it and well who knows things might turn out for the better with him. Anyway guest, come on do not throw away your friendship with him. it is really not worth it. Just be rational all right and am sure things will turn out better den expected.

 

for now just concentrate on your studies and leave out all the lovey dovey things till after A's or prom. either way, you need to focus on your future and not dwell over such things. Have a good Sunday ahead Guest and hope to hear from you soon. Take care my dear friend. Cheers =))

[Guest Guest]

Hahaha, trying my best to focus though hahaha. Quite challenging but what to do? I have to survive the pain and agony. I am not going for prom as I will be going to the states to visit my aunt till Feb which is his birthday month. Furthermore I think he will have a date by then for prom. And also I think after our last paper we wont be meeting each other till our results. Even with the current state of friendship we are emotionally close meaning we do share our problems thru text or whatsapp but not face to face. Each of us want to have each other's physical company but we will end up being awkward and silence when we do so. Both of us will be totally lost of words when we do so. 

 

I want to confess to him as I just want to let the matter of my chest and also after our results I don't think we will me meeting each other as we are going our separate ways. I do cherish my friendship but whenever I am with him seeing him talking to other girls  or guys just hurt me more.  

Holla Guest,

Well your teacher is right, now is not the time to get that heart of yours broken or distracted by boys. Focus on the books and thereafter, go break it all you want. hahaha just pulling ya leg man. Well, i can relate to your situation as it is similar to mine one way or another. Sometimes, when things go beyond the level of friednship, things starts to rock. And when that happens, it is best you step back or go ahead with you feelings. Either way, if the results are good, why not right? 

 

Well people do change when transition happens and maybe he has change his preference. Or maybe they are just friends? either way, if you really treasure the friendship you have with him, my advise is just remain it that way. I know it sucks but hey why jeopardize it right? they say you can be friends after you break up. LOL unlikely cause things will be very awkward and different. But i do admire your courage for wanting to confess to him. You should just go to prom you know enjoy yourself before NS. experience it and well who knows things might turn out for the better with him. Anyway guest, come on do not throw away your friendship with him. it is really not worth it. Just be rational all right and am sure things will turn out better den expected.

 

for now just concentrate on your studies and leave out all the lovey dovey things till after A's or prom. either way, you need to focus on your future and not dwell over such things. Have a good Sunday ahead Guest and hope to hear from you soon. Take care my dear friend. Cheers =))

 

[Guest Stephen.K]

Hi Aaron,

 

Thank you so much for sharing your story! It is very inspiring and the part that you were able to make that painful decision and walked away from your relation with byrant even though deep inside you were still deeply in love with him touches me the most!

 

This will take so much courage for one to do so especially when you were only 17 then?! Not many can do it. 

 

Your story coincidentally seems like a reminder to myself ( from God) who is also experiencing some sort of a relationship problem ( falling for someone who I know we have no future together). Before reading your story ( two times in total), I was still stubbornly trying to hold onto a dying relationship, hoping that miracle will happen. To be honest, I was losing myself.

 

Life is too short so such nonsense and if we do not even love ourselves first, who would? right?  I have ended this relation ( with careful thoughts) and it felt great!!

 

Thank you so much once again Aaron!

 

[luke84]

Aaron, thanks for the story, and sharing part of your life.

 

I always wonder how the life of other people lives are.

 

Youre story does indeed tell me that indeed love exist and sometimes, selfless.

 

All the best, may one day. there's someone that's worth your love.

[InBishan]

Hahaha, trying my best to focus though hahaha. Quite challenging but what to do? I have to survive the pain and agony. I am not going for prom as I will be going to the states to visit my aunt till Feb which is his birthday month. Furthermore I think he will have a date by then for prom. And also I think after our last paper we wont be meeting each other till our results. Even with the current state of friendship we are emotionally close meaning we do share our problems thru text or whatsapp but not face to face. Each of us want to have each other's physical company but we will end up being awkward and silence when we do so. Both of us will be totally lost of words when we do so. 

 

I want to confess to him as I just want to let the matter of my chest and also after our results I don't think we will me meeting each other as we are going our separate ways. I do cherish my friendship but whenever I am with him seeing him talking to other girls  or guys just hurt me more.  

 

Hi Guest,

 

I know it is not easy.....but please do focus on your A level....its important to get a degree in Singapore ....good luck for everything :-) If you need any help in Math or Physics, feel free to ask me :-)

 

Regards.

[Guest Roronoa_zoro]

Hey Arron. As i stumbled this room and wandering what is it about. After reading your first chapter, it just caught me on reading it to the end. 

Although its a bit late but just wanna say these. Nice! Awesome write up you've got there! Hope that you're doing good now

 

Regards!

[Guest Guest]

Hi Guest,

 

I know it is not easy.....but please do focus on your A level....its important to get a degree in Singapore ....good luck for everything :-) If you need any help in Math or Physics, feel free to ask me :-)

 

Regards.

Hey, thanks for the advice. Yup its not easy! Im trying to distract myself with CCA and he's busy with council stuffs. Thanks for the offer. Will PM you if i need help. Thanks!

[Crumplerboi]

Hahaha, trying my best to focus though hahaha. Quite challenging but what to do? I have to survive the pain and agony. I am not going for prom as I will be going to the states to visit my aunt till Feb which is his birthday month. Furthermore I think he will have a date by then for prom. And also I think after our last paper we wont be meeting each other till our results. Even with the current state of friendship we are emotionally close meaning we do share our problems thru text or whatsapp but not face to face. Each of us want to have each other's physical company but we will end up being awkward and silence when we do so. Both of us will be totally lost of words when we do so. 

 

I want to confess to him as I just want to let the matter of my chest and also after our results I don't think we will me meeting each other as we are going our separate ways. I do cherish my friendship but whenever I am with him seeing him talking to other girls  or guys just hurt me more.  

 

Holla Guest,

Well everything will fall into place eventually, hopefully. Ahhh going to states, which part? Well enjoy yourself all right and just live with happiness. Whatever that happens or might happen, take it with a pinch of salt. everything happens for a reason and even though the reason does not favor you, be positive. Yes i understand that you cant help it but feel a tinge of jealousy when you see him talking to others girls, but try not to think into it too much. am sure with time to come, you can handle the situation well. similar situation as yours during my school days but i managed it. Well maybe just try to be the one being a conversation starter so as not to make the situation awkward. Well i believe you can make it through. Cheers Guest and have a good week ahead. 

[Crumplerboi]

Hi Aaron,

 

Thank you so much for sharing your story! It is very inspiring and the part that you were able to make that painful decision and walked away from your relation with byrant even though deep inside you were still deeply in love with him touches me the most!

 

This will take so much courage for one to do so especially when you were only 17 then?! Not many can do it. 

 

Your story coincidentally seems like a reminder to myself ( from God) who is also experiencing some sort of a relationship problem ( falling for someone who I know we have no future together). Before reading your story ( two times in total), I was still stubbornly trying to hold onto a dying relationship, hoping that miracle will happen. To be honest, I was losing myself.

 

Life is too short so such nonsense and if we do not even love ourselves first, who would? right?  I have ended this relation ( with careful thoughts) and it felt great!!

 

Thank you so much once again Aaron!

 

Holla Stephen K,

Thank you sir for taking precious time off your schedule to read my humble story. well it aint easy to make that decision and walked away but it is for the best.

 

Well to each his own i guess, different people carries different set of traits and such and i do agree not many people could do it. 

 

its sad to head what you are going through but i hope everything is resolves by now. I know letting go its not easy. its easier for someone else to say it but for us to actually do it, when we love the other party so much, its really a bitch i would reckon. hey bounced back stronger aite my good man, you will be all right. just have faith in yourself. 

 

Agree man totally agree. Life is too short for all these factors to take a toll on us. we should live happy and enjoy the moment. Take care my dear friend. And enjoy the weekend.

 

Aaron

[Crumplerboi]

Aaron, thanks for the story, and sharing part of your life.

 

I always wonder how the life of other people lives are.

 

Youre story does indeed tell me that indeed love exist and sometimes, selfless.

 

All the best, may one day. there's someone that's worth your love.

 

 

Hi Guest,

 

I know it is not easy.....but please do focus on your A level....its important to get a degree in Singapore ....good luck for everything :-) If you need any help in Math or Physics, feel free to ask me :-)

 

Regards.

 

Holla Luke,

Hey Luke, thanks for reading. Cheers mate. Hope all is good for yourself too.

Well yeah one day hopefully or maybe i have. Let nature do its play i supposed.

Have a good day Man 

 

InBishan,

My thread not for tuition services  :yuk: but thanks for the heads up hahaha

[Crumplerboi]

Hey Arron. As i stumbled this room and wandering what is it about. After reading your first chapter, it just caught me on reading it to the end. 

Although its a bit late but just wanna say these. Nice! Awesome write up you've got there! Hope that you're doing good now

 

Regards!

 

Holla Roronoa_zoro,

Heyoooooooo, nahx aint too late mate all is good. Thank you for the kind words n support.

Yup i am doing excellent now, hope you are too man. Enjoy your days ahead aite.

 

Aaron